e could only make out the first three of them;
and even of those he was not quite certain. They looked like C L A--if
they looked like anything. He threw down the strip of wood irritably.
"D--n the fellow (whoever he is) who cut this! Why should he carve
_that_ name, of all the names in the world?"
He paused, considering--then determined to go on again with his
self-imposed labor. He was ashamed of his own outburst. He looked
eagerly for the ax. "Work, work! Nothing for it but work." He found the
ax, and went on again.
He cut out another plank.
He stopped, and looked at it suspiciously.
There was carving again, on this plank. The letters F. and A. appeared
on it.
He put down the ax. There were vague misgivings in him which he was not
able to realize. The state of his own mind was fast becoming a puzzle to
him.
"More carving," he said to himself. "That's the way these young idlers
employ their long hours. F. A.? Those must be _his_ initials--Frank
Aldersley. Who carved the letters on the other plank? Frank Aldersley,
too?"
He turned the piece of wood in his hand nearer to the light, and looked
lower down it. More carving again, lower down! Under the initials F. A.
were two more letters--C. B.
"C. B.?" he repeated to himself. "His sweet heart's initials, I suppose?
Of course--at his age--his sweetheart's initials."
He paused once more. A spasm of inner pain showed the shadow of its
mysterious passage, outwardly on his face.
"_Her_ cipher is C. B.," he said, in low, broken tones. "C. B.--Clara
Burnham."
He waited, with the plank in his hand; repeating the name over and over
again, as if it was a question he was putting to himself.
"Clara Burnham? Clara Burnham?"
He dropped the plank, and turned deadly pale in a moment. His eyes
wandered furtively backward and forward between the strip of wood on the
floor and the half-demolished berth. "Oh, God! what has come to me now?"
he said to himself, in a whisper. He snatched up the ax, with a strange
cry--something between rage and terror. He tried--fiercely, desperately
tried--to go on with his work. No! strong as he was, he could not use
the ax. His hands were helpless; they trembled incessantly. He went to
the fire; he held his hands over it. They still trembled incessantly;
they infected the rest of him. He shuddered all over. He knew fear. His
own thoughts terrified him.
"Crayford!" he cried out. "Crayford! come here, and let's go hunting."
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