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ate that it is almost impossible to conceive that we are actuated by any impulse which does not arise out of a material complex. At the back of my mind there seemed to be a thought that I could not focus, I trembled on the verge of some great revelation that never came. Through my thoughts there ran a thread of reverence for the intelligence that had started my speculations. If only he could speak in terms that I could understand. I looked round at the Wonder. He was, as usual, apparently lost in abstraction, and quite unconscious of my regard. The wind was strong on the Common, and he sniffed once or twice and then wiped his nose. He did not use a handkerchief. It came to me at the moment that he was no more than a vulgar little village boy. III There were few incidents to mark the progress of that summer. I marked the course of time by my own thoughts and feelings, especially by my growing submission to the control of the Wonder. It was curious to recall that I had once thought of correcting the Wonder's manners, of administering, perhaps, a smacking. That was a fault of ignorance. I had often erred in the same way in other experiences of life, but I had not taken the lesson to heart. I remember at school our "head" taking us--I was in the lower fifth then--in Latin verse. He rebuked me for a false quantity, and I, very cocksure, disputed the point and read my line. The head pointed out very gravely that I had been misled by an English analogy in my pronunciation of the word "maritus," and I grew very hot and ashamed and apologetic. I feel much the same now when I think of my early attitude towards the Wonder. But this time, I think, I have profited by my experience. There is, however, one incident which in the light of subsequent events it seems worth while to record. One afternoon in early July, when the sky had lifted sufficiently for us to attempt some sort of a walk, we made our way down through the sodden woods in the direction of Deane Hill. As we were emerging into the lane at the foot of the slope, I saw the Harrison idiot lurking behind the trunk of a big beech. This was only the third time I had seen him since I drove him away from the farm, and on the two previous occasions he had not come close to us. This time he had screwed up his courage to follow us. As we climbed the lane I saw him slouching up the hedge-side behind us. The Wonder took no notice, and we continued our wa
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