I remained silent. This
morning, however, I had found myself, ere I was aware, rejoicing in a
song; but whether it was before or after I had eaten of the fruits
of the forest, I could not satisfy myself. I concluded it was after,
however; and that the increased impulse to sing I now felt, was in part
owing to having drunk of the little well, which shone like a brilliant
eye in a corner of the cave. It saw down on the ground by the "antenatal
tomb," leaned upon it with my face towards the head of the figure
within, and sang--the words and tones coming together, and inseparably
connected, as if word and tone formed one thing; or, as if each word
could be uttered only in that tone, and was incapable of distinction
from it, except in idea, by an acute analysis. I sang something like
this: but the words are only a dull representation of a state whose
very elevation precluded the possibility of remembrance; and in which I
presume the words really employed were as far above these, as that state
transcended this wherein I recall it:
"Marble woman, vainly sleeping
In the very death of dreams!
Wilt thou--slumber from thee sweeping,
All but what with vision teems--
Hear my voice come through the golden
Mist of memory and hope;
And with shadowy smile embolden
Me with primal Death to cope?
"Thee the sculptors all pursuing,
Have embodied but their own;
Round their visions, form enduring,
Marble vestments thou hast thrown;
But thyself, in silence winding,
Thou hast kept eternally;
Thee they found not, many finding--
I have found thee: wake for me."
As I sang, I looked earnestly at the face so vaguely revealed before me.
I fancied, yet believed it to be but fancy, that through the dim veil
of the alabaster, I saw a motion of the head as if caused by a sinking
sigh. I gazed more earnestly, and concluded that it was but fancy.
Neverthless I could not help singing again--
"Rest is now filled full of beauty,
And can give thee up, I ween;
Come thou forth, for other duty
Motion pineth for her queen.
"Or, if needing years to wake thee
From thy slumbrous solitudes,
Come, sleep-walking, and betake thee
To the friendly, slee
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