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the majesty of the law. For Giacomo, the combat was what his blood boiled for. Would that he could have fought single-handed--he alone--and perilled, and have lost his life! But when he saw the respected form of the uncle of Constantia--when he reflected that the experiment he had so long desired, _had been made and failed_--that the cold virgin whom he had left up stairs was still invincible, whoever else he might conquer or resist, and that he should be exposing the lives of his companions in a combat where to him there was now no victory--he lowered his sword, and made treaty of peace with the Podesta. On consideration that none other but himself should suffer any species of penalty for that day's transaction, he offered to resign Constantia to her uncle, and himself to the pleasure of the Podesta. These terms were very readily accepted; his companions alone seemed reluctant to acquiesce in them. CHAPTER III. While all this tumult was raging round the house, and within the heart of Giacomo, the student's lamp was burning, how calm, how still, in the remote and secluded chamber of his friend Petrarch! To him, out of a kind and considerate regard, and from no distrust in his zeal or attachment, the ardent lover had concealed his perilous enterprise. Remote from the whole scene, and remote from all the passions of it, sat the youthful sage; not remote, however, from deep excitements of his own. Far from it. Reflection has her emotions thrilling as those of passion. He who has not closed his door upon the world, and sat down with books and his own thoughts in a solitude like this--may have lived, we care not in how gay a world, or how passionate an existence,--he has yet an excitement to experience, which, if not so violent, is far more prolonged, deeper, and more sustained than any he has known,--than any which the most brilliant scenes, or the most clamorous triumphs of life, can furnish. What is all the sparkling exhilaration of society, the wittiest and the fairest,--what all the throbbings and perturbations of love itself, compared with the intense feeling of the _youthful thinker_, who has man, and God, and eternity for his fresh contemplations,--who, for the first time, perceives in his solitude all the grand enigmas of human existence lying unsolved about him? His brow is not corrugated, his eye is not inflamed: he sits calm and serene--a child would look into his face and be drawn near to him--but it see
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