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orth." She went off with a kiss, and an airy recommendation to follow her good example; and Harry rose as if to obey it. His mother opened her heavy eyes and said: "Wait a few minutes, Harry, my dear. You look miserable. You eat nothing. You have been to see Yanna. Can you not let that girl alone?" "The girl has let me alone. She has refused even to write to me. I _am_ miserable. And I do not feel as if anything, as if anything on earth, can atone for the loss of Yanna's love." "Not even my love?" "That is a thing by itself. It is different. I understand to-night what is meant by a broken heart." "The feeling does not last, Harry. In New York you will soon wonder at yourself for enduring it an hour--these bare dripping woods, this end-of-all-things feeling, is a wretched experience;--but a broken heart! Nonsense!" "Mother, there is no use talking. I am miserable; and I do think that you are to blame." "Me!" "You have wounded Yanna's feelings in some way, I know." "Yanna's feelings!" cried Mrs. Filmer. "Yes; and they are very precious to me; more so than my own feelings." "Or than mine? Speak out, Harry. Be as brutal as you want to be. I might as well know the worst now as again." "I do not care for New York. I do not care for the preparations you have made. I will not go out at all. I have given myself to this society nonsense, because it pleased you, mother; but I can do so no longer. How can I dress, and dance, and make compliments when I wish I were dead? Yes, I do! Life has not a charm left." "Your father, your sister!" "Oh, mother! they are not Yanna. If you are perishing for water, wine will not take its place." "You are very ungrateful, and if I call you ungrateful I can call you nothing worse. Remember how I have planned and saved; how I have bowed here, and becked there, in order to gain the social position we now enjoy. Without my help, would you have got into the best clubs? Would you visit in the houses where you are now welcome?" "I know; but I do not value these things. Yanna has taught me better." "Harry, you make me lose all patience. It is a shameful thing to tell me now, after my labor, after you have reaped the harvest of it, that you do not care; to put that Van Hoosen girl in the place of all your social advantages, and of all your kindred. It is outrageous! Why, the man I bought my chickens from was a Van Hoosen! And I was so magnanimous that I never named
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