red me that even if we were to bring about a union, it would
be such only in name. Organic life cannot become a harmonious whole
unless there is freedom of action; and therefore, we must, first of
all, insist on guarantees for freedom.
"Why do you," said he in conclusion, "who aided and abetted the
Frankfort Parliament, never mention it?"
When I told him that this was political orthodoxy, he paid no regard to
what I said.
Funk once furtively looked towards me, and then turned to his neighbor,
with whom he conversed in a low voice.
Various members who, it was evident, desired to take the lead, were
walking up and down absorbed in thought.
I heard that telegrams had been received to the effect that France
would not consent to further delay, and insisted that all must be
absolutely neutral or else avowedly take sides.
Loedinger, my former prison-mate, approached me and said that it would
be necessary to prevent any conclusion being reached on that day, and
that we should govern ourselves by the course that the neighboring
state decided upon.
I asked him whether the party had determined on this. He said, "No,"
and told me that his only object was to bring about a postponement in
case the probable issue seemed adverse to us.
I felt that this would be impossible. I entered the chamber more
agitated than I have ever been. I had never in all my life been obliged
to conceal anything, and now I had to face my associates with a weighty
secret on my mind. I saw the ministers enter and take their seats, and
could not help thinking, "You will soon be seated there."
One minister whom we knew to be of our party came down to where I was
sitting and shook hands with me. He spoke with confidence and
hopefulness.
I noticed Funk pointing at me, and could hear the loud laughter that
followed on the part of the group that surrounded him.
The President took his seat; the ringing of the bell agitated me; the
decisive moment approached.
I looked up. Annette nodded to me. Richard was seated at her side.
I was obliged to drive out all roving thoughts, for it was now
necessary to concentrate all my energies on one object.
The proceedings began. My friend Loedinger, who had been seated at my
side, was the first speaker, and supported the motion in favor of
taking the field. He spoke with great fervor, and invoked the spirits
of those who had gone before us.
"Would that the mighty spirits of the past could descend to
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