be it raining or
shining, that failed to bring her to the cottage. Nor was she by any
means unwelcome there. For Nancy could be very helpful, when she willed
it; and, by some strange witchcraft or other, Lilias had crept into her
murmuring, though not unkind heart. It is true that she always came and
went with the same ominous shake of the head, and the same dismal
prophecy that, "unless she was much mistaken, Mrs Blair would never set
her foot to the ground again;" but she strove in various ways to soothe
the pain of the sufferer, and her strong arms accomplished many a task
that Lilias in her weakness must have left undone. Once, in Lilias'
absence from the cottage, she collected and carried off the used linen
of the family which had been accumulating for weeks, and quite resented
the child's exclamation of surprise and gratitude when she brought them
back done up in her very best style. "She had done it to please
herself, as the most of folks do favours; and there need be no such ado
made about it. If she had thought it a trouble, she would have left it
alone."
She was never weary of suggesting new remedies for Mrs Blair's
complaint, and grumbled by the hour if each in turn had not what she
called a fair trial. Fortunately, her remedies were not of the "kill or
cure" kind. If they could do no good, they could do little harm; and
Mrs Blair was generally disposed to submit to a trial of them.
In all her intercourse with Lilias there was a singular blending of
respectful tenderness with the grumbling sourness that had become
habitual to her. The child's unfailing energy and patience were a
source of never-failing admiration to her; yet she always spoke to her
as if she thought she needed a great deal of encouragement, and not a
little reproof and advice, to keep her in the right way.
"You mustn't grumble, Lilias, my dear, that you have to bear the yoke in
your youth. I dare say you need all you're getting. Many a better
woman has had more to bear. We all have our share of trouble at one
time or another. Who knows but you may see prosperous days yet,--you
and your aunt together? Though indeed that's more than I think," she
added, with the old ominous shake of the head; "but, grumble here or
grumble there, it will make little difference in the end."
Lilias would listen sometimes with a smile, sometimes with tears in her
wistful eyes, but always with a respect which was all the more grateful
to Nancy
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