FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212  
213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   >>  
d, yet it was this same summer. "I feel as if I had lived a long time since I played with that clay," she said, wistfully; "so many things have been made different for me." Then she arose and walked about the little room restlessly, while the eyes of Harris never left her. Into the other room she had not gone at all, for in it was the dead stranger. "When do you look for your uncle and Mr. Haydon?" she asked, at last, for the silences were hardest to endure. She would laugh, or argue, or ridicule--do anything rather than sit silent with questioning eyes upon her. She even grew to fancy that Harris must accuse her--he watched her so! "When do we look for them? Well, I don't dare let myself decide. I only hope they may have made a start back, and will meet the captain on his way. As to Dan--he had not so very much the start, and they ought to catch up with him, for there were the two Indian canoeists--the two best ones; and when they are racing over the water, with an object, they surely ought to make better time than he. I can't see that he had any very pressing reason for going at all." "He doesn't talk much about his reasons," she answered. "No; that's a fact," he agreed, "and less of late than when I knew him first. But he'll make Akkomi talk, maybe, when he arrives--and I hope you, too." "When he arrives!" She thought the words, but did not say them aloud. She sat long after Max had left her, and thought how many hours must elapse before they discovered that Dan had not followed the other men to the lake works. She felt sure that he was somewhere in the wilderness, avoiding the known paths, alone, and perhaps hating her as the cause of his isolation, because she would not confess what the man was to her, but left him blindly to keep his threat, and kill him when found in her room. Ah! why not have trusted him with the whole truth? She asked herself the question as she sat there, but the mere thought of it made her face grow hot, and her jaws set defiantly. She would not--she could not! so she told herself. Better--better far be suspected of a murder--live all her life under the blame of it for him--than to tell him of a past that was dead to her now, a past she hated, and from which she had determined to bar herself as far as silence could build the wall. And to tell him--him--she could not. But even as she sat, with her burning face in her hands, quick, heavy steps came to the door, halted
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212  
213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   >>  



Top keywords:

thought

 
arrives
 

Harris

 
avoiding
 
wilderness
 

hating

 

blindly

 

confess

 
isolation
 
threat

discovered
 

elapse

 

determined

 

silence

 

halted

 

burning

 

summer

 

question

 
Akkomi
 
trusted

suspected

 

murder

 

Better

 

defiantly

 

restlessly

 

accuse

 
watched
 
decide
 

captain

 
walked

hardest

 
stranger
 

endure

 
silences
 
Haydon
 

silent

 
questioning
 

ridicule

 

played

 
reason

pressing

 

reasons

 

answered

 

agreed

 

things

 

Indian

 
canoeists
 

object

 

surely

 

racing