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gnized her of course; and Eleanor had a vague fear that if she were not out of the way he would some time or other come down and accost her. It was an unreasoning fear; she gave no account of it to herself; except that her mind was in an unsettled, out-of-order state, that would not bear questioning; and if he came he would be certain to question her. So Eleanor fled and let her aunt do the talking--if any there were. Eleanor never asked and never knew. This went on for some weeks. Spring had burst upon the hills, and the valleys were green in beauty and flushing with flowers; and Eleanor's heart was barren and cold more than she had ever felt it to be. She began to have a most miserable opinion of herself. It happened one night, what rarely happened, that Mr. Rhys had some one in the pulpit with him. Eleanor was sorry; she grudged to have even the closing prayer or hymn given by another voice. But it was so this evening; and when Eleanor rose as usual to make her quick way out of the house, she found that somebody else had been quick. Mr Rhys stood beside her. It was impossible to help speaking. He had clearly come down for the very purpose. He shook hands with Eleanor. "How do you do?" he said. "I am glad to see you here. Is your mind at rest yet?" "No," said Eleanor. However it was, this meeting which she had so shunned, was not entirely unwelcome to her when it came. If anything would make her feel better, or any counsel do her good, se was willing to stand even questioning that might lead to it. Mr. Rhys's questioning on this occasion was not very severe. He only asked her, "Have you ever been to class?" "To what?" said Eleanor. "To a class-meeting. You know what that is?" "Yes,--I know a little. No, I have never been to one." "I should like to see you at mine. We meet at Mrs. Powlis's in the village of Plassy, Wednesday afternoon." "But I could not, Mr. Rhys. It would not be possible for me to say a word before other people; it would not be possible." "I will try not to trouble you with difficult questions. Promise me that you will come. It will not hurt you to hear others speak." Eleanor hesitated. "Will you come and try?" "Yes." "There!" said Eleanor to herself as she rode away,--"now I have got my head in a net, and I am fast. I going to such a place! What business have I there?--" And yet there was a sweet gratification in the hope that somehow this new plan might bring her good
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