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ened suddenly, "I have so little time." His briskness dropped into a half complaint, like a faintly suggested avowal of impotence. "I have been at it four years now. It struck me--you seemed to coincide so singularly with my ideas." His speech came wavering to a close, but he recommenced it apologetically--as if he wished me to help him out. "I went to see Smithson the publisher about it, and he said he had no objection...." He looked appealingly at me. I kept silence. "Of course, it's not your sort of work. But you might try.... You see...." He came to a sustained halt. "I don't understand," I said, rather coldly, when the silence became embarrassing. "You want me to 'ghost' for you?" "'Ghost,' good gracious no," he said, energetically; "dear me, no!" "Then I really don't understand," I said. "I thought you might see your ... I wanted you to collaborate with me. Quite publicly, of course, as far as the epithet applies." "To collaborate," I said slowly. "You...." I was looking at a miniature of the Farnese Hercules--I wondered what it meant, what club had struck the wheel of my fortune and whirled it into this astounding attitude. "Of course you must think about it," he said. "I don't know," I muttered; "the idea is so new. It's so little in my line. I don't know what I should make of it." I talked at random. There were so many thoughts jostling in my head. It seemed to carry me so much farther from the kind of work I wanted to do. I did not really doubt my ability--one does not. I rather regarded it as work upon a lower plane. And it was a tremendous--an incredibly tremendous--opportunity. "You know pretty well how much I've done," he continued. "I've got a good deal of material together and a good deal of the actual writing is done. But there is ever so much still to do. It's getting beyond me, as I said just now." I looked at him again, rather incredulously. He stood before me, a thin parallelogram of black with a mosaic of white about the throat. The slight grotesqueness of the man made him almost impossibly real in his abstracted earnestness. He so much meant what he said that he ignored what his hands were doing, or his body or his head. He had taken a very small, very dusty book out of a little shelf beside him, and was absently turning over the rusty leaves, while he talked with his head bent over it. What was I to him, or he to me? "I could give my Saturday afternoons to it,"
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