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weeds. Then at last he turned and climbed, slowly and heavily, up to the ridge; for now he felt the strain of these last full hours, coming on top of the longer strain of the storm; and this, and the lack of proper feeding, made him feel weak and empty and weary. He knelt down there in the darkness, with his face towards the Race where Nance was battling with the hungry black waters, and he prayed for her safety as he had never prayed for anything in his life before. "_God keep her! God keep her! God keep her--and bring her safe to land! O God, keep her, keep her, keep her, and bring her safe to land!_" It was a monotonous little prayer, but all his heart was in it, and that is all that makes a prayer avail. And when at last, from sheer weariness, he sank down on to his heels in science, gazing earnestly out into the blackness of the night, his heart prayed on though his lips no longer moved. Could anything have happened to her? Could the black waters have swallowed her? Anything might have happened to her. The waters might have swallowed her, as they had Bernel. The thoughts would surge up behind his prayer, but he prayed them down--again and again--and clung to his prayer and his hope. It seemed hours since they parted, since his last glimpse of her as the black waters swallowed the slim white figure, and seemed to laugh scornfully at its smallness and weakness. "_Oh, Nance! Nance! God keep you! God keep you! God keep you! Dear one, God keep you! God keep you! God keep you, and bring you safe to land_!" He was numb with kneeling. If one had come behind him and cut off his feet above the ankles, he would have felt no pain. He felt no bodily sensation whatever. His body was there on the rock, but his heart was out upon the black waters alongside Nance, struggling with her through the belching coils, nerving her through the treacherous swirls. And his soul--all that was most really and truly him--was agonizing in prayer for her before the God to whom he had prayed at his mother's knee, and whom she had taught him to look to as a friend and helper in all times of need. He did not even stop--as he well might have done--to think that the friend sought only in time of need might have reasonable ground for complaint of neglect at other times. He thought of nothing but that Nance was out there battling with the black waters--that he could not lift a finger to help her--that all he could do was to pray
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