FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112  
113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   >>   >|  
he asked, bitterly. "Yes. I think I should have. I did not wish to give you pain--" "Then you expected it, some time?" "And feared it. But I had hoped . . . I . . . Vance, I did not come into the Klondike to get married. I liked you at the beginning, and I have liked you more and more,--never so much as to-day,--but--" "But you had never looked upon me in the light of a possible husband--that is what you are trying to say." As he spoke, he looked at her side-wise, and sharply; and when her eyes met his with the same old frankness, the thought of losing her maddened him. "But I have," she answered at once. "I have looked upon you in that light, but somehow it was not convincing. Why, I do not know. There was so much I found to like in you, so much--" He tried to stop her with a dissenting gesture, but she went on. "So much to admire. There was all the warmth of friendship, and closer friendship,--a growing _camaraderie_, in fact; but nothing more. Though I did not wish more, I should have welcomed it had it come." "As one welcomes the unwelcome guest." "Why won't you help me, Vance, instead of making it harder? It is hard on you, surely, but do you imagine that I am enjoying it? I feel because of your pain, and, further, I know when I refuse a dear friend for a lover the dear friend goes from me. I do not part with friends lightly." "I see; doubly bankrupt; friend and lover both. But they are easily replaced. I fancy I was half lost before I spoke. Had I remained silent, it would have been the same anyway. Time softens; new associations, new thoughts and faces; men with marvellous adventures--" She stopped him abruptly. "It is useless, Vance, no matter what you may say. I shall not quarrel with you. I can understand how you feel--" "If I am quarrelsome, then I had better leave you." He halted suddenly, and she stood beside him. "Here comes Dave Harney. He will see you home. It's only a step." "You are doing neither yourself nor me kindness." She spoke with final firmness. "I decline to consider this the end. We are too close to it to understand it fairly. You must come and see me when we are both calmer. I refuse to be treated in this fashion. It is childish of you." She shot a hasty glance at the approaching Eldorado king. "I do not think I deserve it at your hands. I refuse to lose you as a friend. And I insist that you come and see me, that things remai
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112  
113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

friend

 

refuse

 

looked

 

understand

 

friendship

 

thoughts

 

quarrel

 

associations

 

halted

 

quarrelsome


softens
 

adventures

 

suddenly

 
marvellous
 

silent

 

remained

 

matter

 

useless

 
stopped
 

abruptly


decline

 

treated

 
fashion
 

childish

 

calmer

 
fairly
 

glance

 

insist

 

things

 

deserve


approaching
 

Eldorado

 
Harney
 
firmness
 

kindness

 

frankness

 

thought

 

losing

 

sharply

 

maddened


answered
 

dissenting

 

convincing

 

expected

 
bitterly
 

feared

 

husband

 

beginning

 

married

 
Klondike