et you down on Main Street, and we walked out together to
the Park? I knew then that you were stronger than any of them...."
She had never spoken more sincerely. For the moment all thought of
self-interest was in abeyance, and she felt again, as she had felt
that day, the instinctive yearning of her nature to be one with his.
Something in her voice must have attested it, for she saw a change in
his face.
"You're not the beauty you were," he said irrelevantly; "but you're a
lot more fetching."
The oddly qualified praise made her laugh with mingled pleasure and
annoyance.
"I suppose I must be dreadfully changed--"
"You're all right!--But I've got to go back home," he broke off
abruptly. "I've put it off too long."
She paled and looked away, helpless in her sudden disappointment. "I
knew you'd say that.... And I shall just be left here...." She sat down
on the sofa near which they had been standing, and two tears formed on
her lashes and fell.
Moffatt sat down beside her, and both were silent. She had never seen
him at a loss before. She made no attempt to draw nearer, or to use any
of the arts of cajolery; but presently she said, without rising: "I
saw you look at your watch when I came in. I suppose somebody else is
waiting for you."
"It don't matter."
"Some other woman?"
"It don't matter."
"I've wondered so often--but of course I've got no right to ask." She
stood up slowly, understanding that he meant to let her go.
"Just tell me one thing--did you never miss me?"
"Oh, damnably!" he brought out with sudden bitterness.
She came nearer, sinking her voice to a low whisper. "It's the only time
I ever really cared--all through!"
He had risen too, and they stood intensely gazing at each other.
Moffatt's face was fixed and grave, as she had seen it in hours she now
found herself rapidly reliving.
"I believe you DID," he said.
"Oh, Elmer--if I'd known--if I'd only known!"
He made no answer, and she turned away, touching with an unconscious
hand the edge of the lapis bowl among his papers.
"Elmer, if you're going away it can't do any harm to tell me--is there
any one else?"
He gave a laugh that seemed to shake him free. "In that kind of way?
Lord, no! Too busy!"
She came close again and laid a hand on his shoulder. "Then why not--why
shouldn't we--?" She leaned her head back so that her gaze slanted up
through her wet lashes. "I can do as I please--my husband does. They
think s
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