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near to hating Paul, and this, too, Don perceived with the clairvoyance of love. But because he was a very noble gentleman indeed, and at least as worthy of honour as the immortal Bussy d'Amboise, he sought not to advantage himself but to plead the cause of his friend and to lighten the sorrow of Flamby. "Have you tried hard not to care so much?" Flamby nodded desperately, her eyes wells of tears. "And it was useless?" "Oh!" she cried, "I am mad! I hate myself! I hate myself!" She withdrew her hands and leapt on to the settee wildly, pressing her face against the cushions. Don inhaled a deep breath and stood watching her. He thrust his hands into the pockets of his tunic. "Have you considered, Flamby, what a hopeless thing it is." "Of course, of course! I should loathe and despise any other girl who was such a wicked little fool. Dad would have killed me, and I should have deserved it!" "Don't blame Paul too much, Flamby." "I don't. I am glad that he can be so mean," she sobbed. "It helps me not to like him any more!" "Paul is no ordinary man, Flamby, but neither is he a magician. How could you expect him to know?" "He never even asked me." Don, watching her, suddenly recognised that he could trust himself to pursue this conversation no further. "Tell me why you wanted to see Orlando James again," he said. Flamby looked up quickly, and Don's hands clenched themselves in his pockets when he saw her tear-stained face. "I am afraid," she replied, "to tell you--now." "Why are you afraid now, Flamby?" "Because you will think----" "I shall think nothing unworthy of you, Flamby." "I went," said Flamby, twisting a little lace handkerchief in her hands, "because I was afraid--for Paul." "For Paul!" "You are beginning to wonder already." "I am beginning to wonder but not to doubt. In what way were you afraid?" "He is so sure." "Sure that he has found the truth?" "Not that, but sure that he is right in making it known." Don hesitated. He, too, had had his moments of doubt, but he perceived that Flamby's doubts were based upon some matter of which at present he knew nothing. "Paul believes quite sincerely that he has been chosen for this task," he said. "He believes his present circumstances, or _Karma_, to be due to a number of earlier incarnations devoted to the pursuit of knowledge." "Do you think if that was true he would make so many mistakes about people?" asked Flamby,
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