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to the baby." He looked uncomfortable, almost guilty. "I had a day off. I--" "When I look back and remember how all these months I've been talking about service, and you said nothing at all, and all the time you were living what I preached--I'm so ashamed, K." He would not allow that. It distressed him. She saw that, and tried to smile. "When does Joe go?" "To-night. I'm to take him across the country to the railroad. I was wondering--" "Yes?" "I'd better explain first what happened, and why it happened. Then if you are willing to send him a line, I think it would help. He saw a girl in white in the car and followed in his own machine. He thought it was you, of course. He didn't like the idea of your going to Schwitter's. Carlotta was taken ill. And Schwitter and--and Wilson took her upstairs to a room." "Do you believe that, K.?" "I do. He saw Max coming out and misunderstood. He fired at him then." "He did it for me. I feel very guilty, K., as if it all comes back to me. I'll write to him, of course. Poor Joe!" He watched her go down the hall toward the night nurse's desk. He would have given everything just then for the right to call her back, to take her in his arms and comfort her. She seemed so alone. He himself had gone through loneliness and heartache, and the shadow was still on him. He waited until he saw her sit down at the desk and take up a pen. Then he went back into the quiet room. He stood by the bedside, looking down. Wilson was breathing quietly: his color was coming up, as he rallied from the shock. In K.'s mind now was just one thought--to bring him through for Sidney, and then to go away. He might follow Joe to Cuba. There were chances there. He could do sanitation work, or he might try the Canal. The Street would go on working out its own salvation. He would have to think of something for the Rosenfelds. And he was worried about Christine. But there again, perhaps it would be better if he went away. Christine's story would have to work itself out. His hands were tied. He was glad in a way that Sidney had asked no questions about him, had accepted his new identity so calmly. It had been overshadowed by the night tragedy. It would have pleased him if she had shown more interest, of course. But he understood. It was enough, he told himself, that he had helped her, that she counted on him. But more and more he knew in his heart that it was not enough. "I'd better get
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