el. Wherever I wish.
Laura. But you mustn't wish that, Axel darling--because it is quite
impossible.
Axel. It is quite possible, if you like to do it.
Laura. Yes, but I don't like.
Axel. That same day you also heard that a man is his wife's lord and
master. You must be willing to leave them, if I wish it; it was on those
terms that you gave me your hand, you obstinate little woman.
Laura. It was just so as to be able to be always with father and mother,
that I did it.
Axel. So that was it. Then you have no wish to be always with me?
Laura. Yes--but not to forsake them.
Axel. Never?
Laura. Never? (Softly.) Yes, some day--when I must.
Axel. When must you?
Laura. When? When mother and father--are gone. But why think about such
things?
Axel. Don't cry, darling! Listen to me. Would you never be willing to
follow me--until they have left us?
Laura. No!--how can you think so?
Axel. Ah, Laura, you don't love me.
Laura. Why do you say such a thing? You only want to make me unhappy.
Axel. You don't even know what love is.
Laura. I don't?--That is not kind of you.
Axel. Tell me what it is then, sweetheart!
Laura (kissing him). Now you mustn't talk about it any more; because you
know, if you do, I shall have red eyes, and then father and mother will
want to know why they are red, and I shall not be able to tell them, and
it will be very embarrassing.
Axel. Better a few tears now than many later on.
Laura. But what have I done to cry about?
Axel. You have given your hand without giving your heart with it; your
tongue said "yes," but not your will; you have given yourself without
realising what it means. And so, what ought to be the greatest and
purest happiness in my life begins to turn to sorrow, and the future
looks dark.
Laura. Oh, dear!--and is all this my fault?
Axel. No, it is my own fault. I have been deluding myself with
flattering hopes. I thought it would be so easy a matter for my love
to awaken yours; but I cannot make you understand me. Every way I have
tried has failed. So I must call up my courage, and try the last chance.
Laura. The last chance? What do you mean?
Axel. Laura, I can't tell you how dearly I love you!
Laura. If you did, you wouldn't hurt me. I never hurt you.
Axel. Well, give in to me in just this one thing, and I shall believe it
is the promise of more. Go with me to the ball!
Laura. You know I cannot do that!
Axel. Ah! then I dare n
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