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r of peculiar anger with the policeman, but rather of dissatisfaction with himself. "What ought I to have done?" he thought, "the beggar was within his rights." He stared at the pictures on the wall, and a tide of disgust surged up in him. "One or other of us," he reflected, "we make these women what they are. And when we've made them, we can't do without them; we don't want to; but we give them no proper homes, so that they're reduced to prowl about the streets, and then we run them in. Ha! that's good--that's excellent! We run them in! And here we sit and carp. But what do we do? Nothing! Our system is the most highly moral known. We get the benefit without soiling even the hem of our phylacteries--the women are the only ones that suffer. And why should n't they--inferior things?" He lit a cigarette, and ordered the waiter to bring a drink. "I'll go to the Court," he thought; but suddenly it occurred to him that the case would get into the local papers. The press would never miss so nice a little bit of scandal--"Gentleman v. Policeman!" And he had a vision of Antonia's father, a neighbouring and conscientious magistrate, solemnly reading this. Someone, at all events, was bound to see his name and make a point of mentioning it too good to be missed! And suddenly he saw with horror that to help the woman he would have to assert again that he had spoken to her first. "I must go to the Court!" he kept thinking, as if to assure himself that he was not a coward. He lay awake half the night worrying over this dilemma. "But I did n't speak to her first," he told himself; "I shall only be telling a lie, and they 'll make me swear it, too!" He tried to persuade himself that this was against his principles, but at the bottom of his heart he knew that he would not object to telling such a lie if only guaranteed immune from consequences; it appeared to him, indeed, but obvious humanity. "But why should I suffer?" he thought; "I've done nothing. It's neither reasonable nor just." He hated the unhappy woman who was causing him these horrors of uncertainty. Whenever he decided one way or other, the policeman's face, with its tyrannical and muddy eyes, rose before him like a nightmare, and forced him to an opposite conviction. He fell asleep at last with the full determination to go and see what happened. He woke with a sense of odd disturbance. "I can do no good by going," he thought, rememberi
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