u're not to go!" Saying that she looked as a dog will, going to bite
in fun, her upper lip shortened above her small white teeth set fast on
her lower lip, and her chin thrust a little forward. A glimpse of a
wilful spirit! But as soon as he had smiled, and murmured:
"Ah! but I must, you see!" she at once regained her manners, only saying
rather mournfully: "You don't call me by my name. Don't you like it?"
"Nell?"
"Yes. It's really Eleanor, of course. DON'T you like it?"
If he had detested the name, he could only have answered: "Very much."
"I'm awfully glad! Good-bye."
When he got out into the street, he felt terribly like a man who, instead
of having had his sleeve touched, has had his heart plucked at. And that
warm, bewildered feeling lasted him all the way home.
Changing for dinner, he looked at himself with unwonted attention. Yes,
his dark hair was still thick, but going distinctly grey; there were very
many lines about his eyes, too, and those eyes, still eager when they
smiled, were particularly deepset, as if life had forced them back. His
cheekbones were almost 'bopsies' now, and his cheeks very thin and dark,
and his jaw looked too set and bony below the almost black moustache.
Altogether a face that life had worn a good deal, with nothing for a
child to take a fancy to and make friends with, that he could see.
Sylvia came in while he was thus taking stock of himself, bringing a
freshly-opened flask of eau-de-Cologne. She was always bringing him
something--never was anyone so sweet in those ways. In that grey,
low-cut frock, her white, still prettiness and pale-gold hair, so little
touched by Time, only just fell short of real beauty for lack of a spice
of depth and of incisiveness, just as her spirit lacked he knew not what
of poignancy. He would not for the world have let her know that he ever
felt that lack. If a man could not hide little rifts in the lute from
one so good and humble and affectionate, he was not fit to live.
She sang 'The Castle of Dromore' again that night with its queer haunting
lilt. And when she had gone up, and he was smoking over the fire, the
girl in her dark-red frock seemed to come, and sit opposite with her eyes
fixed on his, just as she had been sitting while they talked. Dark red
had suited her! Suited the look on her face when she said:
"You're not to go!" Odd, indeed, if she had not some devil in her, with
that parentage!
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