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o ideas! Out of the mouth of babes! Here was orthodoxy scientifically explained at last! The sublime poem of the Christ life was man's attempt to join those two irreconcilable conceptions of God. And since the Sum of human altruism was as much a part of the Unknowable Creative Principle as anything else in Nature and the Universe, a worse link might have been chosen after all! Funny--how one went through life without seeing it in that sort of way! "What do you think, old man?" he said. Jolly frowned. "Of course, my first year we talked a good bit about that sort of thing. But in the second year one gives it up; I don't know why--it's awfully interesting." Jolyon remembered that he also had talked a good deal about it his first year at Cambridge, and given it up in his second. "I suppose," said Jolly, "it's the second God, you mean, that old Balthasar had a sense of." "Yes, or he would never have burst his poor old heart because of something outside himself." "But wasn't that just selfish emotion, really?" Jolyon shook his head. "No, dogs are not pure Forsytes, they love something outside themselves." Jolly smiled. "Well, I think I'm one," he said. "You know, I only enlisted because I dared Val Dartie to." "But why?" "We bar each other," said Jolly shortly. "Ah!" muttered Jolyon. So the feud went on, unto the third generation--this modern feud which had no overt expression? 'Shall I tell the boy about it?' he thought. But to what end--if he had to stop short of his own part? And Jolly thought: 'It's for Holly to let him know about that chap. If she doesn't, it means she doesn't want him told, and I should be sneaking. Anyway, I've stopped it. I'd better leave well alone!' So they dug on in silence, till Jolyon said: "Now, old man, I think it's big enough." And, resting on their spades, they gazed down into the hole where a few leaves had drifted already on a sunset wind. "I can't bear this part of it," said Jolyon suddenly. "Let me do it, Dad. He never cared much for me." Jolyon shook his head. "We'll lift him very gently, leaves and all. I'd rather not see him again. I'll take his head. Now!" With extreme care they raised the old dog's body, whose faded tan and white showed here and there under the leaves stirred by the wind. They laid it, heavy, cold, and unresponsive, in the grave, and Jolly spread more leaves over it, while Jolyon, deeply afraid to s
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