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ainted with its manifestations, rather than its cause. Clemens's general habits of body and mind were probably not such as to delay its progress; furthermore, there had befallen him that year one of those misfortunes which his confiding nature peculiarly invited--a betrayal of trust by those in whom it had been boundlessly placed--and it seems likely that the resulting humiliation aggravated his complaint. The writing of a detailed history of this episode afforded him occupation and a certain amusement, but probably did not contribute to his health. One day he sent for his attorney, Mr. Charles T. Lark, and made some final revisions in his will.--[Mark Twain's estate, later appraised at something more than $600,000 was left in the hands of trustees for his daughters. The trustees were Edward E. Loomis, Jervis Langdon, and Zoheth S. Freeman. The direction of his literary affairs was left to his daughter Clara and the writer of this history.] To see him you would never have suspected that he was ill. He was in good flesh, and his movement was as airy and his eye as bright and his face as full of bloom as at any time during the period I had known him; also, he was as light-hearted and full of ideas and plans, and he was even gentler--having grown mellow with age and retirement, like good wine. And of course he would find amusement in his condition. He said: "I have always pretended to be sick to escape visitors; now, for the first time, I have got a genuine excuse. It makes me feel so honest." And once, when Jean reported a caller in the livingroom, he said: "Jean, I can't see her. Tell her I am likely to drop dead any minute and it would be most embarrassing." But he did see her, for it was a poet--Angela Morgan--and he read her poem, "God's Man," aloud with great feeling, and later he sold it for her to Collier's Weekly. He still had violent rages now and then, remembering some of the most notable of his mistakes; and once, after denouncing himself, rather inclusively, as an idiot, he said: "I wish to God the lightning would strike me; but I've wished that fifty thousand times and never got anything out of it yet. I have missed several good chances. Mrs. Clemens was afraid of lightning, and would never let me bare my head to the storm." The element of humor was never lacking, and the rages became less violent and less frequent. I was at Stormfield steadily now, and there was a regular routine of aft
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