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d thee avaunt!--touch me not, stay me not!--The sight of Front-de-Boeuf himself is less odious to me than thou, degraded and degenerate as thou art." "Be it so," said Ulrica, no longer interrupting him; "go thy way, and forget, in the insolence of thy superority, that the wretch before thee is the daughter of thy father's friend.--Go thy way--if I am separated from mankind by my sufferings--separated from those whose aid I might most justly expect--not less will I be separated from them in my revenge!--No man shall aid me, but the ears of all men shall tingle to hear of the deed which I shall dare to do!--Farewell!--thy scorn has burst the last tie which seemed yet to unite me to my kind--a thought that my woes might claim the compassion of my people." "Ulrica," said Cedric, softened by this appeal, "hast thou borne up and endured to live through so much guilt and so much misery, and wilt thou now yield to despair when thine eyes are opened to thy crimes, and when repentance were thy fitter occupation?" "Cedric," answered Ulrica, "thou little knowest the human heart. To act as I have acted, to think as I have thought, requires the maddening love of pleasure, mingled with the keen appetite of revenge, the proud consciousness of power; droughts too intoxicating for the human heart to bear, and yet retain the power to prevent. Their force has long passed away--Age has no pleasures, wrinkles have no influence, revenge itself dies away in impotent curses. Then comes remorse, with all its vipers, mixed with vain regrets for the past, and despair for the future!--Then, when all other strong impulses have ceased, we become like the fiends in hell, who may feel remorse, but never repentance.--But thy words have awakened a new soul within me--Well hast thou said, all is possible for those who dare to die!--Thou hast shown me the means of revenge, and be assured I will embrace them. It has hitherto shared this wasted bosom with other and with rival passions--henceforward it shall possess me wholly, and thou thyself shalt say, that, whatever was the life of Ulrica, her death well became the daughter of the noble Torquil. There is a force without beleaguering this accursed castle--hasten to lead them to the attack, and when thou shalt see a red flag wave from the turret on the eastern angle of the donjon, press the Normans hard--they will then have enough to do within, and you may win the wall in spite both of bow and mangonel.
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