latitudes, stormy weather is much more rare than in either of the
so-called temperate zones. Once, indeed, during this time, we
experienced a very sharp gale, which lasted for a day and night. It was
succeeded as usual by a heavy swell, during which the ship tumbled
about, as if she would turn bottom upwards.
I was not sea-sick on this occasion; but, as I had nothing to hold on
by, I was sadly rolled about in my little cabin, now pitching head
foremost against the butt, now falling backward upon the side of the
ship, till every bone in my body was as sore as if I had been cudgelled!
The rocking of the vessel, too, occasionally caused the boxes and
barrels to move a little; and this had the effect of loosening the cloth
caulking, and causing it to drop out. Still apprehensive of an inroad
from the rats, I was kept busy, all the time the gale lasted, in
plugging the crevices afresh.
Upon the whole, I think that this employment was pleasanter than doing
nothing. It rather helped me to pass the time; and the two days during
which the gale and swell kept me so occupied, seemed shorter than any
other two. By far the bitterest hours were those in which I could find
nothing at all to do--absolutely nothing to engage my thoughts. Then I
would remain for long hours together--sometimes without making a motion,
or changing the attitude in which I lay--sometimes without even having a
thought; and thus dark, and lonely, and longing, I feared that my reason
would forsake me, and that I should go mad!
In this way, two more weeks had passed over, as I knew by the notches on
my stick. Otherwise they might have been months--ay, years--so long did
the time appear. With the exception of the hours in which we
experienced the gale, all the rest was complete monotony; and not one
fact or occurrence transpired to make an impression on my memory.
During all this time, I had strictly adhered to my regulations regarding
food and drink. Notwithstanding that I often hungered, and could have
eaten up a week's allowance at a single meal, I had not exceeded the
prescribed ration. Many a time it cost me an effort to deny myself; and
often the half biscuit, which was to serve for another meal, was put
aside with most tardy reluctance, and seemed to cling to my fingers, as
I placed it on the little shelf. But I congratulated myself that up to
this time--with the exception of that day upon which I had eaten the
four biscuits at a meal--I
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