eceded the weighing of the anchor, had been the second
night, when all were resting and asleep.
I have stated, that I fell asleep almost instantly after I had crept
into my lurking-place. It then still wanted several hours of sunset.
My sleep had been sound and long, lasting, no doubt, till the following
morning. But on the previous evening, the stowers had been at work--
though I heard them not; and during my deep, unconscious slumber, the
box, and no doubt many others, had been placed before the aperture.
Every point was now clear to me, and clearer than all was the horrifying
fact, that I was "boxed up."
I did not at first comprehend the full horror of my situation. I knew
that I was shut in, and that no strength I could exert would be enough
to get me out; but for all that, I did not apprehend any great
difficulty. The strong sailors, who had stowed the packages, could
remove them again; and I had only to shout and bring them to the spot.
Alas! alas! little did I think that the loudest shout I might raise,
could not have been heard by human being. Little did I suspect, that
the hatchway, through which I had descended to the hold, was now closed
with its strong hatches and these again covered with a thick tarpaulin--
to remain so, perhaps, to the end of the voyage! Even had the hatches
not been down, there would have been little chance of my being heard.
The thick wall of bales and boxes would have intercepted my voice, or it
might have been drowned altogether by the hoarse and constant rushing of
the waves, as they broke along the sides of the ship.
I say, that, on first discovering that I was closed in, my apprehensions
were but slight, I thought, only, that I should be delayed awhile from
getting water, which I now longed for exceedingly. It would take some
time, no doubt, for the men to remove the boxes and relieve me; and
meanwhile I was in misery. These alone were the thoughts that troubled
me.
It was only when I had screamed and shouted at the highest pitch of my
voice--after I had thundered upon the planks with the heels of my
shoes--after I had repeated my cries again and again, and still heard no
reply; it was only then, that I began to comprehend the true nature of
my situation. Then, indeed, did I perceive its full and perfect horror.
Then, did the conviction burst upon me, that I had no prospect of
escape--no hope of being relieved; in short, that I was _entombed
alive_!
I cried,
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