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friends. I am glad of it." He seldom spoke so frankly, and never had done what he now did--of his own accord, to take and clasp her hand with a friendly air of confidence. Long after the pressure passed from Olive's fingers, its remembrance lingered in her heart. They walked on a little farther; and then he said, not without some slight agitation, "Miss Rothesay, if you are indeed my friend, listen to one request I make;--that you will not say anything, think anything, of whatever part of my conduct this day may have seemed strange to you. I know not what fate it is that has thus placed you, a year ago a perfect stranger, in a position which forces me to speak to you thus. Still less can I tell what there is in you which draws from me much that no human being has ever drawn before. Accept this acknowledgment, and pardon me." "Nay, what have I to pardon? Oh, Mr. Gwynne, if I might be indeed your friend--if I could but do you any good!" "You do good to _me?_" he muttered bitterly. "Why, we are as far apart as earth from heaven, nay, as heaven from hell; that is if there be----. Madman that I am! Miss Rothesay, do not listen to me. Why do you lead me on to speak thus?" "Indeed, I do not comprehend you. Believe me, Mr. Gwynne, I know very well the difference between us. I am an unlearned woman, and you"---- "Ay, tell me what I am--that is, what you think I am. "A wise and good man; but yet one in whom great intellect may at times overpower that simple Faith, which is above all knowledge; that Love, which, as said the great apostle of our Church"---- "Silence!" His deep voice rose and fell, like the sound of a breaking wave. Then he stopped, turned full upon her, and said, in a fierce, keen, whisper, "Would you learn the truth? You shall! Know, then, that I believe in none of these things I teach--I am an infidel!" Olive's arm fell from him. "Do you shrink from me, then? Good and pious woman, do you think I am Satan standing by your side?" "Oh, no, no!" She made an effort to restrain herself; it failed, and she burst into tears. Harold looked at her. "Meek and gentle soul! It would, perhaps, have been good for me had Olive Rothesay been born my sister." "I would I had--I would I had! But, oh! this is awful to hear. You, an unbeliever--you, who all these years have been a minister at the altar--what a fearful thing!" "You say right--it is fearful. Think now what my life is, and has been. On
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