over her head at the door
beyond; he tried to laugh.
"It's not a question of forgiveness--is it?" he asked jerkily.
"You--you chucked me up. You--you told me a lie to get rid of me.
It--it isn't a question of forgiveness, do you think?"
She looked nonplussed, then she smiled. She took Jimmy's face between
her hands, holding it so that he was forced to meet her eyes; she stood
on tiptoe and softly kissed his chin.
"I'm sorry," she said, and now there was a very genuine ring of
earnestness in her voice. "I'm more sorry than I can ever say.
Forgive me, Jimmy; I've been punished enough. I--oh, if you knew how
miserable I've been."
Jimmy stood like a man turned to stone; he stared at her with a sort of
dread in his eyes. There were tears in hers; one big tear fell from
her long lashes, and splashed down on to the lilies she wore.
After a moment he spoke with difficulty.
"Are you . . . what are you trying to say to me?"
Her hands fell to her sides; she looked down with a touch of shame.
"I'm trying to say that I'm sorry; I'm trying to tell you that I--I
don't mind how poor you are. I thought I did, but--oh, Jimmy, I'd
rather have you, and no money at all, than--than be as rich as Croesus
with--with any other man."
"Cynthia!" Jimmy spoke her name in a stifled voice; she raised her
eyes quickly. There was none of the passionate joy in his face which
she had so confidently expected; none of the passionate joy in his
voice which her heart told her ought to be there. Suddenly he turned
aside from her; he put his arm down on the mantelshelf, hiding his face
in it.
"Jimmy." She whispered his name with a sort of fear.
"Jimmy--what--what is it? Oh, you are frightening me. I thought you
would be so glad--so glad." She caught the limp hand hanging against
his side; she laid her soft cheek to it.
Jimmy Challoner tore himself free with a sort of rage.
"It's too late--too late," he said hoarsely.
"Too--late!" She stared at him, not understanding. "What--what do you
mean? That--that you can't forgive me; that--that you're so angry
that--that----"
He swung round, white-faced and quivering.
"It's too late," he said again hopelessly. "I'm engaged to be married.
I--oh, why did you ever send me away?" he broke out in anguish.
Her face had paled, but she was still far enough from understanding.
"Engaged to be married--you! To whom, Jimmy?"
He answered her in a voice of stifled rage.
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