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in a stifled voice, "It's what I'm a-fearing, sir." Lionel could not quite understand her. He thought her more weak and silly than usual. "But he is not coming home," she resumed. "No, sir, I don't believe that England will ever see him again; and it's best as it is, for there's nothing but care and sorrow here, in the old country. But I'd like to know what's become of him; whether he is alive or dead, whether he is starving or in comfort. Oh, sir!" she added, with a burst of wailing anguish, "write for me, and ask news of him! They'd answer _you_. My heart is aching for it." He did not explain to her then, how very uncertain was the fate of emigrants to that country, how next to impossible it might be to obtain intelligence of an obscure young man like Luke; he contented himself with giving her what he thought would be better comfort. "Mrs. Frederick Massingbird will be returning in the course of a few months, and I think she may bring news of him. Should she not, I will see what inquiries can be made." "Will she be coming soon, sir?" "In two or three months, I should suppose. The Misses West may be able to tell you more definitely, if they have heard from her." "Thank ye, sir; then I'll wait till she's home. You'll not tell Roy that I have been up here, sir?" "Not I," said Lionel. "I was debating, when you came in, whether I should not turn Roy off the estate altogether. His past conduct to the men has been disgraceful." "Ay, it have, sir! But it was my fate to marry him, and I have had to look on in quiet, and see things done, not daring to say as my soul's my own. It's not my fault, sir." Lionel knew that it was not. He pitied her, rather than blamed. "Will you go into the servants' hall and eat something after your walk?" he kindly asked. "No, sir, many thanks. I don't want to see the servants. They might get telling that I have been here." She stole out from his presence, her pale, sad face, her evidently deep sorrow, whatever might be its source, making a vivid impression upon Lionel. But for that sad face, he might have dealt more harshly with her husband. And so Roy was tolerated still. It was upon these various past topics that Lionel's mind was running as he walked away from Deerham Court after that afternoon's interview with Lucy, which he had made so significant. He had pleaded an engagement, as an excuse for quitting his mother's drawing-room and her guests. It must have be
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