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begged me to go; and I fancy she will be rather glad to have no distraction from the child. I am only in the way of her perpetual walking up and down the room with him whining in her arms.' 'Ah! it is an unlucky affair,' said Mrs. Nesbit, in her sarcastic tone of condolence; 'she will never rear it.' She seemed, in her triumph, to have forgotten that its father was present, and his impatient speech had certainly not been such as to bring it to mind; but this was too much, and, starting, he hastily exclaimed, 'Children always do make a fuss about their teeth!' 'I do not speak without the authority of medical men,' said Mrs. Nesbit. 'I don't blame your wife, poor thing.' What do you mean? cried Arthur, colour and voice both rising. 'I am surprised your brother kept it from you,' said she, gratified at torturing him; 'you ought to have been informed.' 'Tell me at once,' said Arthur. 'Only this, Arthur,' said his father, interposing: 'when first the doctor at Ventnor saw him he thought him very delicate, and told John that he would hardly get through the first year without great care.' 'He has all but done that!' said Arthur, breathing more freely; 'he will be a year old on the third.' 'Yes; afterwards the doctor thought much better of him, and John saw no occasion to make you and Violet more anxious.' 'Then it all goes for nothing!' said Arthur, looking full at his aunt with defiance, and moving to the furthest end of the room. But it did not go for nothing. He could not shake off the impression. The child's illness had never been so alarming as to stir up his feelings, though his comfort had been interfered with; and there were recollections of impatience that came painfully upon him. He knew that Violet thought him more indifferent to his child than he really was; and, though she had never uttered a complaint or reproach, he was sure that he had hurt and distressed her by displeasure at the crying, and by making light of the anxieties, which he now learnt were but too well founded. Arthur's easiness and selfishness made him slow to take alarm, but when once awakened there was no limit to his anxiety. He knew now what it would be to lose his first-born. He thought of the moment when the babe had been laid on his hand, and of the sad hours when that feeble cry had been like a charm, holding the mother to life; and his heart smote him as he thought of never hearing again the voice of which he had
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