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as sitting in a coffin in a mausoleum! I had been buried alive! _"What am I?" I shrieked. "Where am I and what have You done? I'm out of my mind; stark, staring mad!"_ _Eve's lips parted, showing the even white teeth--those slightly pointed teeth._ _"You're quite sane, my dear," She said calmly. "You are now one of us; a revenant, even as I, and to live you must feed on the living."_ _"It's not true!" I shouted. "This is all a crazy nightmare, part of my illness! You're not real! Nothing is real!"_ _"I'm quite real, Tod. To be trite, I am what I am, and have accepted it calmly, as you shall in time. I have told you of my life. You have been a student of legends. Legends are often--more often than you think--reality. When one has been murdered, if one has lived a so-called wicked life, he is doomed to walk the earth battening on the living. My fate was sealed as I lay in my coffin. But that wasn't enough. As I lay there, my pet cat, Suma, slunk into the room and leapt over me. That was a double insurance of my life after death. Those whom I mark for my own must, too, live on. Accept it, my dear. You have no other choice."_ _"No!" I cried. "I'm an American! Things like this don't happen to us! It's only in stories, and then to foreigners!"_ _She chuckled drily. "I'm afraid these things do happen, and in this case, you're it, my dear. Make the best of it."_ _But I wouldn't; I refused to--for a while. I would not feast on the blood of the living. Something within me fought. For a time._ _Then, the awful hunger began. The tearing pangs of hunger that ordinary food wouldn't arrest. I fought it as long as I could. I lost._ _First it was small animals; animals that I loved. It was my life or theirs. Then there was a little girl; a dear little creature who might have been my child under different circumstances._ _After the episode of the little girl, Eve left me. She had no further use for me; she had wanted the child, too, and I had got it. I was now competition to be shunned. I was alone once again alone and thoroughly miserable. I couldn't understand myself, my motives, so how could I expect someone else to understand?_ _I only knew what I was; nor could I rationalize on why I had become this way. I could only presume it had happened to others equally as innocent as myself of wrong-doing. In the daytime, when I was like others, I reproached myself; goodness knows I loathed myself and what I had to do
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