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e to such a natural statement, I have not the faintest hope of deceiving you. What I felt for you once can never be revived, for I loved you more than I have ever loved any woman; and when such love burns itself out, its ashes are no more to be rekindled than the dust of the corpse. You thought I fell in love with my pretty young wife, but I was merely fond and appreciative of her. I knew that the end had come for us, and that if I did not recognize that sad fact, you would. My marriage, which, as you know, was imperative, afforded a graceful climax to a unique episode in the lives of both of us. There was no demoralizing interval of subterfuge and politely repressed ennui. On the other hand, it did not degenerate into one of those dreary and loosely knit _liaisons_, lasting on into old age. We left each other on the heights, although the cliff was beginning to crumble." "Really, Moritz! I hope you have not come up here to indulge in sentimental reminiscence. Why rake up that old--episode? I assure you I have practically forgotten it." "And I can assure you that I never felt less sentimental. I wish merely to emphasize the fact that it was complete in itself, and therefore as impossible of resuscitation as the dead. Otherwise, you might naturally leap to the conclusion that I was an elderly romantic gentleman----" "Oh, never! It is obvious that you are inclined to be brutally frank. But, as you said, time is short." "If what I said sounded brutal, it was merely to remind you that love--the intense passionate love I have no doubt you feel for this young man who helps you to realize your renewed youth--never lasts. And when this new love of yours burns itself out--you never had the reputation of being very constant, dear Marie--you will have an alien young man on your hands, while that remarkable brain of yours will be demanding its field of action. You are European, not American--why, even your accent is stronger than mine! That may be due to an uncommonly susceptible ear, but as a matter of fact your mind has a stronger accent still. You became thoroughly Europeanized, one of us, and--I say this quite impartially--the most statesman-like woman in Europe. Your mind was still plastic when you came to us--and your plastic years are long over, _ma chere_. If your mind had become as young as your body, you would have bitterly resented it. You were always very proud of that intellect of yours--and
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