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y. She's served her purpose." Clavering stared, then laughed. "Little you know about it." "I know more about it than you think. Remember it is my business to know people's mental insides down to the roots----" "Not such a good metaphor, that." "Let it pass. I'm not to be diverted. I've seen her several times alone, you know. She lunched here the other day, and I purposely asked no one else. I believe I know her well enough to put her in a book, complex, both naturally and artificially, as she is. Maybe I shall some day. You once told me that she had a character of formidable strength and the 'will to power'--something like that. Well, I agree with you, and I don't think you'd stand a chance of becoming a great artist if you married her." "You're talking utter rot." "Am I? Tell me that a year hence--if you marry her." "If? I'd tear the artist in me out by the roots before I'd give her up." "You think so. I don't doubt it. But have you really projected your imagination into the future? I mean beyond the honeymoon? She tells me that she intends to live in Europe--that she has a great work to accomplish----" "Yes, and she needs my help." "She doesn't need your help, nor anybody's help. For that matter she'd be better off alone, for I don't doubt she would be in love with you longer than might be convenient. She has formidable powers of concentration. . . . But you--what would become of your own career? You'd be absorbed, devoured, annihilated by that woman. You're no weakling, but you're an artist and an artist's strength is not like the ordinary male's. It's too messed up with temperament and imagination. You are strong enough to impress your personality on her, win her, make her love you to the exclusion of everything else for the moment, and possibly hold her for a time. But you never could dominate her. What she needs is a statesman, if she must have marital partnership at all. Possibly not even a great executive brain could dominate her either, but at least it could force upon her a certain equality in personality, and that you never could do. Not only would your own career be wrecked, but you'd end by being wretched and resentful--quite apart from your forfeited right to express your genius in your own way--because you've been accustomed all your life yourself to the dominating act. You've always been a star of some sort, and you've never discouraged yourself--except wh
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