FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   588   589   590   591   592   593   594   595   596   597   598   599   600   601   602   603   604   605   606   607   608   609   610   611   612  
613   614   615   616   617   618   619   620   621   622   623   624   625   626   627   628   629   630   631   632   633   634   635   636   637   >>   >|  
ourse I expected you.' His voice seemed to Robert curiously changed. There was a flatness in it, an absence of positive cordiality which was new to him in any greeting of Langham's to himself, and had a chilling effect upon him. The face, too, was changed. Tint and expression were both dulled; its marble-like sharpness and finish had coarsened a little, and the figure, which had never possessed the erectness of youth, had now the pinched look and the confirmed stoop of the valetudinarian. 'I did not write to you, Elsmere,' he said immediately, as though in anticipation of what the other would be sure to say; 'I knew nothing but what the bulletins said, and I was told that Cathcart wrote to you. It is many years now since I have seen much of Grey. Sit down and have some lunch. We have time, but not too much time.' Robert took a few mouthfuls. Langham was difficult, talked disconnectedly of trifles, and Robert was soon painfully conscious that the old sympathetic bond between them no longer existed. Presently, Langham, as though with an effort to remember, asked after Catherine, then inquired what he was doing in the way of writing, and neither of them mentioned the name of Leyburn. They left the table and sat spasmodically talking, in reality expectant. And at last the sound present already in both minds made itself heard--the first long solitary stroke of the chapel bell. Robert covered his eyes. 'Do you remember in this room, Langham, you introduced us first?' 'I remember,' replied the other abruptly. Then, with a half-cynical, half-melancholy scrutiny of his companion, he said, after a pause, 'What a faculty of hero-worship you have always had, Elsmere!' 'Do you know anything of the end?' Robert asked him presently, as that tolling bell seemed to bring the strong feeling beneath more irresistibly to the surface. 'No, I never asked!' cried Langham, with sudden harsh animation. 'What purpose could be served? Death should be avoided by the living. We have no business with it. Do what we will, we cannot rehearse our own parts. And the sight of other men's performances helps us no more than the sight of a great actor gives the dramatic gift. All they do for us is to imperil the little nerve, break through the little calm, we have left.' Elsmere's hand dropped, and he turned round to him with a flashing smile. 'Ah--I know it now--you loved him still.' Langham, who was standing, looked down on him som
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   588   589   590   591   592   593   594   595   596   597   598   599   600   601   602   603   604   605   606   607   608   609   610   611   612  
613   614   615   616   617   618   619   620   621   622   623   624   625   626   627   628   629   630   631   632   633   634   635   636   637   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Langham
 

Robert

 

Elsmere

 

remember

 

changed

 

strong

 
feeling
 

beneath

 

tolling

 

solitary


presently
 

abruptly

 

replied

 
expected
 
irresistibly
 
surface
 

stroke

 
cynical
 

melancholy

 

scrutiny


companion

 

faculty

 

introduced

 

worship

 

chapel

 
covered
 

imperil

 
dropped
 

turned

 

standing


looked

 

flashing

 

dramatic

 

avoided

 
living
 

business

 
served
 

animation

 

purpose

 

performances


rehearse

 

sudden

 

immediately

 
positive
 

absence

 
anticipation
 
cordiality
 

confirmed

 
valetudinarian
 
flatness