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into her eyes, I saw, too, that infinite pain had attended their destruction. Her expression had in it horror, shame, apprehension, and excruciating grief: never had I believed that a face, naturally so innocent and so happy, could have been so distorted with mature and terrible emotions as hers had become in the hours that had passed. "Julie! my Julie!" I cried. For answer her fingers reached out toward me in mute appeal, her body followed, and, crawling to my feet, she clutched the air as if trying to reach my hands with her own, and then fell forward, flat upon the floor, unconscious. If in that moment she appeared a groveling thing, it was only for a moment. Before I could stoop to raise her, she had regained her senses with two or three sharp inhalations and a fluttering of her eyelids, had thrust my hands from her and struggled to her feet. "Go!" she whispered, retreating. "It is unthinkable! Go! Never come near me!" "No--no--no!" I said. "Julianna, tell me! What has happened? It is not you who speaks!" "No," she answered. "It is not I." "I say it is not you who say these things," I repeated. "Who, then?" "My father. It is his voice. It is his message. And what he has been, I am. There is no other way." I moved toward her. "Tell me this terrible menace behind us--this thing that threatens us--that works its evil upon us. I will not believe that any fault of it is yours." "It is mine because it is his," she said, with a return of her wonderful self-control. "But no one shall ever hear of it from me--no--Jerry--not--even you." "He offered to show me that message," I said. "I refused to see." Another little cry issued from her compressed lips. "You were willing not to know?" "Yes." She went into a corner; without taking her eyes away from mine, she wrung her hands, again and again. "Why did I ever see you?" she whispered. "Why did I ever love you? Oh, go, while I am strong! Go, while I know that you must never ask for me again! Go, before I bargain with my conscience." "You cannot send me away," I said. A thousand hidden horrors would not have daunted me then. "Will you treat my love for you so? Has your own gone so quickly?" She shuddered then as if cold steel had been run through her body. "I am lost," cried she. "I am lost. I cannot do more. Promise by your love of me,--by your love of God,--never to ask me of those things now ashes on the hearth--never to so much as s
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