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f chap, more or less shrouded by a mystery you could not fathom. And you were right." "I have never----" I began. But he raised a hand to arrest me. "I know it," he said. "You do not need to assure me of that. You are too much of a man, and your character is too broad and deep, for you ever to attempt an intimacy which was not invited. But it is my pleasure just now, old man, to give you a little bit of my history. It may interest you. And it may lead to a change in your views; not regarding you, but in connection with myself. I am a much older man than you are; fifteen years and more, I should say. All my life, up to the time we last parted, has been passed in the personal service of his majesty, the czar. I have been as close to him as any man can ever obtain, and I am probably the only one who has enjoyed his confidence to the extent of retaining it in the face of studied opposition on the part of the greatest nobles of the empire. But I have retained it, Dan, and to such an extent that I suppose myself to be the only man living to-day, against whom Alexander would not permit himself to be influenced. There is a reason for it and a good one, but I need not go into that." "No," I said. "You need not tell me this at all, Alexis. I am quite glad enough to see you and to have you here, without explanation." He made a gesture of impatience. "As if I did not know that," he added; "but as I said a moment ago, it is my pleasure to recite some of these things to you, because since I came into this room and grasped your hand I have been impressed by the idea that there is a great work for you to do; a great duty for you to perform. A stupendous obstacle to human development exists in one part of Europe to-day, which I believe you could overcome and demolish, if only you could be convinced of it. I wonder, Dan, if you would give the subject any thought if I were to suggest it to you?" "Try," I said. "I wonder if you would seriously consider one of the greatest achievements that remains undone in Europe to-day," he added, meditatively. "The obstacle to which you just now referred?" I asked. "Yes." "What is it?" "Nihilism." "Hell!" I replied with emphasis. But he took me literally, and not even the suggestion of a smile showed in his face as he replied: "That is the fitting word, Dan. It is hell. It is worse than that to hundreds of thousands of human beings, from the lowest _mujik__ of the stepp
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