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uttercups. In the divine chemistry the very garbage turns to roses. But in the supreme moment my faith was found wanting. You came to me--and I thrust you away. VERA I ought not to have come to you.... I ought not to have come to you to-day. We must not meet again. DAVID Ah, you cannot forgive me! VERA Forgive? It is I that should go down on my knees for my father's sin. [_She is half-sinking to her knees. He stops her by a gesture and a cry._] DAVID No! The sins of the fathers shall not be visited on the children. VERA My brain follows you, but not my heart. It is heavy with the sense of unpaid debts--debts that can only cry for forgiveness. DAVID You owe me nothing---- VERA But my father, my people, my country.... [_She breaks down. Recovers herself._] My only consolation is, you need nothing. DAVID [_Dazed_] I--need--nothing? VERA Nothing but your music ... your dreams. DAVID And your love? Do I not need that? VERA [_Shaking her head sadly_] No. DAVID You say that because I have forfeited it. VERA It is my only consolation, I tell you, that you do not need me. In our happiest moments a suspicion of this truth used to lacerate me. But now it is my one comfort in the doom that divides us. See how you stand up here above the world, alone and self-sufficient. No woman could ever have more than the second place in your life. DAVID But you have the _first_ place, Vera! VERA [_Shakes her head again_] No--I no longer even desire it. I have gotten over that womanly weakness. DAVID You torture me. What do you mean? VERA What can be simpler? I used to be jealous of your music, your prophetic visions. I wanted to come first--before them all! Now, dear David, I only pray that they may fill your life to the brim. DAVID But they cannot. VERA They will--have faith in yourself, in your mission--good-bye. DAVID [_Dazed_] You love me and you leave me? VERA What else can I do? Shall the shadow of Kishineff hang over all your years to come? Shall I kiss you and leave blood upon your lips, cling to you and be pushed away by all those cold, dead hands? DAVID [_Taking both her hands_] Yes, cling to me, despite them all, cling to me till all these ghosts are exorcised, cling to me till our love triumphs over death. Kiss me, kiss me now. VERA [_Resisting, drawing back_] I dare not! It will make you remember. DAVID It will make me forget. Kiss me.
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