Success!
What in hell's success if it isn't right there in your Stevenson sonnet,
which outranks Henley's 'Apparition,' in that 'Love-cycle,' in those sea-
poems?
"It is not in what you succeed in doing that you get your joy, but in the
doing of it. You can't tell me. I know it. You know it. Beauty hurts
you. It is an everlasting pain in you, a wound that does not heal, a
knife of flame. Why should you palter with magazines? Let beauty be
your end. Why should you mint beauty into gold? Anyway, you can't; so
there's no use in my getting excited over it. You can read the magazines
for a thousand years and you won't find the value of one line of Keats.
Leave fame and coin alone, sign away on a ship to-morrow, and go back to
your sea."
"Not for fame, but for love," Martin laughed. "Love seems to have no
place in your Cosmos; in mine, Beauty is the handmaiden of Love."
Brissenden looked at him pityingly and admiringly. "You are so young,
Martin boy, so young. You will flutter high, but your wings are of the
finest gauze, dusted with the fairest pigments. Do not scorch them. But
of course you have scorched them already. It required some glorified
petticoat to account for that 'Love-cycle,' and that's the shame of it."
"It glorifies love as well as the petticoat," Martin laughed.
"The philosophy of madness," was the retort. "So have I assured myself
when wandering in hasheesh dreams. But beware. These bourgeois cities
will kill you. Look at that den of traitors where I met you. Dry rot is
no name for it. One can't keep his sanity in such an atmosphere. It's
degrading. There's not one of them who is not degrading, man and woman,
all of them animated stomachs guided by the high intellectual and
artistic impulses of clams--"
He broke off suddenly and regarded Martin. Then, with a flash of
divination, he saw the situation. The expression on his face turned to
wondering horror.
"And you wrote that tremendous 'Love-cycle' to her--that pale,
shrivelled, female thing!"
The next instant Martin's right hand had shot to a throttling clutch on
his throat, and he was being shaken till his teeth rattled. But Martin,
looking into his eyes, saw no fear there,--naught but a curious and
mocking devil. Martin remembered himself, and flung Brissenden, by the
neck, sidelong upon the bed, at the same moment releasing his hold.
Brissenden panted and gasped painfully for a moment, then began to
chuckl
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