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plication for the post of gardener is refused, I see," he said. "And quite rightly, too. It was great presumption on my part. After all"--with bitter mockery--"what are a handful of nettles in the garden of a _prima donna_? They'll soon be stifled beneath the wreaths of laurel and bouquets that the world will throw you. You'll never even feel their sting." "You are wrong," said Diana, very low, "quite wrong. They _have_ stung me. Mr. Errington"--and as she turned to him he saw that her eyes were brimming with tears--"why can't we be friends? You--you have helped me so many times that I don't understand why you treat me now . . . almost as though I were an enemy?" "An enemy? . . . You!" "Yes," she said steadily. He was silent. "I don't wish to be," she went on, an odd wistfulness in her voice. "Can't we--be friends?" Errington pushed his plate aside abruptly. "You don't know what you're offering me," he said, in hurrying tones. "If I could only take it! . . . But I've no right to make friends--no right. I think I've been singled out by fate to live alone." "Yet you are friends with Miss de Gervais," she said quickly. "I write plays for her," he replied evasively. "So that we are obliged to see a good deal of each other." "And apparently you don't want to be friends with me." "There can be little in common between a mere quill-driver and--a _prima donna_." She turned on him swiftly. "You seem to forget that at present you are a famous dramatist, while I am merely a musical student." "You divested yourself of that title for ever this evening," he returned, "It was no 'student' who sang 'The Haven of Memory.'" "All the same I shall have to study for a long time yet, Baroni tells me,"--smiling a little. "In that sense a great artiste is always a student. But what I meant by saying that a mere writer has no place in a prima donna's life was that, whereas my work is more or less a hobby, and my little bit of 'fame'--as you choose to call it--merely a side-issue, _your_ work will be your whole existence. You will live for it entirely--your art and the world's recognition of it will absorb every thought. There will be no room in your life for the friendship of insignificant people like myself." "Try me," she said demurely. He swung round on her with a sudden fierceness. "By God!" he exclaimed. "If you knew the temptation . . . if you knew how I long to take what you off
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