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" "Our Unique Competition," "Mr. Cecil Rhodes: a Powerful Personality," "What becomes of old Stage Scenery." In the midst of my survey the train began to move forward again, and the boy came back to his seat. "It's only some platelayers on the viaduct," he explained. "They held up their flag against us. I suppose they were just finishing a job." "Nasty place to leave the rails," said I, glancing over the parapet upon the green tree-tops fifty feet below us." "I was thinking that," said he, and a queer tremor in his young voice made me glance at him sharply. Then suddenly I understood--or thought I did. "You, at any rate, are pretty well insured," said I. "Twenty thousand pounds, and a little over: the coupons cost four and twopence altogether, and then at the end of the journey you can use up all the reading." "Wonderful!" I kept a serious face. "And I suppose all this time you've been staring at me, amazed by the recklessness of your elders." He flushed slightly. "Have I been staring? I beg your pardon, I'm sure: it's a trick I have. I begin thinking of things, and then--" "Thinking, I suppose, of how it would feel to be in a collision, or what it would be like to leap such a parapet as that and find ourselves dropping--dropping--into space? But you shouldn't, really. It isn't healthy in a boy like you: and if you'll listen to one who has known what nerves are, it may too easily grow to mean something worse." "But it isn't that--exactly," he protested; "though of course all that comes into it. I'm not a--a funk, sir! I was thinking more of the --of what would come _afterwards_, you know." "Oh dear!" I groaned to myself. "It's worse than ever: here's a little prig worrying about his soul. I shouldn't advise you to trouble about that, either," I said aloud. "But I don't _trouble_ about it." He hesitated, and stumbled into a burst of confidence. "You see, I'm no good at games--athletics and that sort of thing--" Again he stopped, and I nodded to encourage him. "And I'm no swell at schoolwork, either. I went to school late, and after home it all seems so _young_--if you understand?" I thought I did. With his polite grown-up manner I could understand his isolation among the urchins, the masters, and all the interests of an ordinary school. "But my father--you know him, don't you?--he's disappointed about it. He'd like me to bring home prizes or cups. I don't think he'd
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