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he coming in after dinner, and that case, thanks to Bart, is finally ended. "After this, I left the bench and was joined by Bart. It was difficult for him to escape from the crowd who followed him out; when he did, he joined me, and we walked off down the hill toward Newbury. Bart was evidently depressed. The re-action had come; the great strain of the last three days was removed, and the poor boy was sad and melancholy. "We went on in silence, I not knowing just how to commence. "' Judge Markham,' said he, turning frankly to me, 'you know I am a born fool, and just now I feel like breaking entirely down, and crying like a woman. For these last four years I have lived utterly alone, confiding nothing to any one, and I am too weak to go so, always.' "Oh, how I wished you had been there, with your sweet woman's heart, and voice, and tact. "'My dear boy,' said I, 'if there is anything in the wide world that I can say and do_ only let me know what it is. I am more anxious to help you, than you are to be helped, if I only may.' "'I don't know how I ought to meet you, Judge Markham. You wrote me a manly letter, full of kindness, and I answered--God knows what--I was so wretched.' "'I could not blame you,'I said, 'I am much in fault towards you, but it was from my not knowing you. I regret it very much.' "'I don't know,' he answered, 'that you should say that to me. I feel sorry and hurt that anybody should make apologies to me. Why should you have known me"? I did not not know myself, and don't now. I know I can not hate or even dislike anybody, and I always liked you, and I do now.' "'Barton,' said I, 'God bless you! you never can have cause of complaint against me or mine again: only give us your confidence, and trust us.' "'I am sure you are very kind,' said he, 'and it is very pleasant to hear it said. I want to see Mrs. Markham, and in some way say how grateful I am for her kind expressions towards me, and she and--and you all, have been very kind to my poor dear mother for the past year.' "'You would not let us be kind to you,' said I. "'No. How could I?' he answered. "'I don't know,'said I. 'I only hope now that there may be no more misunderstandings; that you will now let us--will give Julia an opportunity, at least to express her gratitude to you, and that we may all unite in so doing.' "He was silent a moment, and then went on as if thinking aloud: "'Julia! Good Heavens! how can I
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