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en out into the great all-where of air, as if some mysterious presence encompassed him. Very lowly I said,-- "Forgiveness is of God;" and I remembered the vision that came in my dream. The little voice that steals into hearts crowded with emotions, and tells tiny nerves of wish which way to fly, went whispering through the niches of my mind, "Tell the dream." Mr. Axtell went back to his monumental resting-place. I said,-- "I have had a wonderful dream to-day;" and I began to tell the opening thereof. The first sentence was not told when I stopped, suddenly. I could not go on. He asked me, "Why?" I only re-uttered what I felt, that I could not tell it. "Oh! I have had a dream," he said,--"one that for eighteen years has been hung above my days and woven into my nights,--a great, hopeless woof of doom. I have tried to broider it with gold, I have tried to hang silver-bells upon the drooping corners thereof. I have tried to fold it about me and wear it, as other men wear sorrows, for the sun of heaven and the warmth of society to draw the wrinkled creases out. I have striven to fold it up, and lay it by in the arbor-vitae chest of memory, with myrrh and camphor, but it will not be exorcised. No, no! it hangs firm as granite, stiff as the axis of the sun, unapproachable as the aurora of the North. Miss Percival, could you wear such a vestment in the march of life?" "Your dream is too mystical; will you tell me what it has done for you? As yet, I only know what you have not done with it." "What it has done for me?"--and he went slowly on, thinking half aloud, as if the idea were occurring for the first time. "It touched me one soft summer day, before the earth became mildewed and famine-stricken. I was a proud, wilful Axtell boy; all the family traits were written with a white-hot pen on me. My will, my great high will, went ringing chimes of what I would do through the house where I was born, where my mother has just died, and I swung this right arm forth into the air of existence, and said, 'I will do what I will; men shall say I am a master in the land.' "My father sent me away from home for education. I walked with intrepid mind through the course where others halted, weary, overladen, unfit for burden. "To gain the valedictory oration was one goal that I had said I would attain to. I did. That was nineteen years ago. I came home in the soft, hot, August-time. It was the close of the month. The m
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