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appeals. I know nothing about it. I have only my woman's heart, but my woman's heart knows you. There is no guilt in you--there never has been. You have tortured yourself because you look like a man whose name is Carter." She said it all so positively, so much with the manner of a decree from the supreme bench, that, for a moment, the ghosts of hope began to rise and gather in the man's brain; for a moment, he forgot that this was not really the final word. He had crucified himself in the recital to make it easier for her to abandon him. He had told one side only, and she had seen only the force of what he had left unsaid. If that could be possible, it might be possible she was right. With the reaction came a wild momentary joyousness. Then, his face grew grave again. "I had sworn by every oath I knew," he told her, "that I would speak no word of love to you until I was no longer anonymous. I must go to Puerto Frio at once, and determine it." Her arms tightened about his neck, and she stood there, her hair brushing his face as though she would hold him away from everything past and future except her own heart. "No! no!" she passionately dissented. "Even if you were the man, which you are not, you are no more responsible for that dead life than for your acts in some other planet. You are mine now, and I am satisfied." "But, if afterward," he went on doggedly, "if afterward I should awake into another personality--don't you see? Neither you nor I, dearest, can compromise with doubtful things. To us, life must be a thing clean beyond the possibility of blot." She still shook her head in stubborn negation. "You gave yourself to me," she said, "and I won't let you go. You won't wake up in another life. I won't let you--and, if you do--" she paused, then added with a smile on her lips that seemed to settle matters for all time--"that is a bridge we will cross when we come to it--and we will cross it together." CHAPTER VIII When he reached the cabin, Saxon found Steele still awake. The gray advance-light of dawn beyond the eastern ridges had grown rosy, and the rosiness had brightened into the blue of living day when an early teamster, passing along the turnpike, saw two men garbed in what he would have called "full-dress suits," still sitting over their cigars on the verandah of the hill shack. A losing love either expels a man into the outer sourness of resentment, or graduates him into a frien
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