m limb
from limb.
Dozing as he lay, he felt cold, ghostly hands on his shoulder, on his
head, wherever the cold breath of the waning night could fan him through
the open window; and with a loud cry he sprang out of bed as he fancied
he felt a touch of the shadowy hand of Vindex. On hearing his voice,
Adventus and the Indian hurried in, with Epagathos, who had even heard
his shriek in the farther room. They found him bathed in a sweat of
horror, and struggling for breath, his eyes fixed on vacancy; and the
freedman flew off to fetch the physician. When he came Caesar angrily
dismissed him, for he felt no physical disorder. Without dressing, he
went to the window. It was about three hours before sunrise.
However, he gave orders that his bath should be prepared, and desired to
be dressed; then Macrinus and others were to be sent for. Sooner would he
step into boiling water than return to that bed of terror. Day, life,
business must banish his terrors. But then, after the evening would come
another night; and if the sufferings he had just gone through should
repeat themselves then, and in those to follow, he should lose his wits,
and he would bless the spirit of Tarautas if it would but come to lead
him away to death.
But "the deed"! The Indian was right--that would survive him on earth,
and mankind would unite in cursing him.
Was there yet time--was he yet capable of atoning for what was done by
some great and splendid deed? But the hundred thousand--
The number rose before him like a mountain, blotting out every scheme he
tried to form as he went to his bath--taking his lion with him; he
reveled in the warm water, and finally lay down to rest in clean linen
wrappers. No one had dared to speak to him. His aspect was too
threatening.
In a room adjoining the bath-room he had breakfast served him. It was, as
usual, a simple meal, and yet he could only swallow a few mouthfuls, for
everything had a bitter taste. The praetorian prefect was roused, and
Caesar was glad to see him, for it was in attending to affairs that he
most easily forgot what weighed upon him. The more serious they were, the
better, and Macrinus looked as if there was something of grave importance
to be settled.
Caracalla's first question was with reference to the Parthian
ambassadors. They had, in fact, departed; now he must prepare for war.
Caesar was eager to decide at once on the destination of each legion, and
to call the legates together
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