intense loathing of him and her own
weakness seized upon her and, instead of throwing the book aside and
rushing to meet him, she tore it in halves, saying proudly: "Here are
your verses, Junker von Dornburg; take them with you." Then, maintaining
her dignity by a strong effort, she continued in a lower, more gentle
tone, "I shall remember you without this book. We have both dreamed; let
us now wake. Farewell! I will pray that God may guard you. Give me your
hand, Georg, and when you return, we will bid you welcome to our house as
a friend."
With these words Maria turned away from the Junker and only nodded
silently, when he exclaimed: "Past! All past!"
CHAPTER XXXI.
Georg descended the stairs in a state of bewilderment. Both halves of the
book, in which ever since the wedding at Delft he had written a
succession of verses to Maria, lay in his hand.
The light of the kitchen-fire streamed into the entry. He followed it,
and before answering Barbara's kind greeting, went to the hearth and
flung into the fire the sheets, which contained the pure, sweet fragrance
of a beautiful flower of youth.
"Oho! Junker!" cried the widow. "A quick fire doesn't suit every kind of
food. What is burning there?"
"Foolish paper!" he answered. "Have no fear. At the utmost it might weep
and put out the flames. It will be ashes directly. There go the sparks,
flying in regular rows through the black, charred pages. How pretty it
looks! They appear, leap forth and vanish--like a funeral procession with
torches in a pitch-dark night. Good-night, poor children--good-night,
dear songs! Look, Frau Barbara! They are rolling themselves up tightly,
convulsively, as if it hurt them to burn."
"What sort of talk is that?" replied Barbara, thrusting the charred book
deeper into the fire with the tongs. Then pointing to her own forehead,
she continued: "One often feels anxious about you. High-sounding words,
such as we find in the Psalms, are not meant for every-day life and our
kitchen. If you were my own son, you'd often have something to listen to.
People who travel at a steady pace reach their goal soonest."
"That's good advice for a journey," replied Georg, holding out his hand
to the widow. "Farewell, dear mother. I can't bear it here any longer. In
half an hour I shall turn my back on this good city."
"Go then--just as you choose--Or is the young lady taking you in tow?
Nobleman's son and nobleman's daughter! Like to like--Ye
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