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"Ella!" "Oh, my dear, I don't mean anything dreadful. Only, you know as well as I do that a healthy man and a healthy woman will never talk, when they are alone together, about God, when they can talk about each other. I think Herbert Courtland is about the healthiest man I know, and I'm sure that you are the healthiest girl. You and he are most sympathetic companions. You are not at all stupidly coy, my sweet maiden." "I like Mr. Courtland, and why should I be coy?" "Why, indeed? I wonder what the people who have just left us will say about it?" "About it? About what!" "You coyness--or absence of coyness. Will they say that you threw yourself at his head?" (As a matter of fact, as is already known, that is just what the majority of the guests did say about her.) Phyllis reddened and seemed--for a moment or two--almost angry. Then she made a little gesture, expressive of indifference, as she cried: "After all, what does it matter what they said? I don't care about them. It is for you I care, Ella--you, only you." "Heavens! how seriously you say that!" cried Ella. "There's no cause for seriousness, I hope, even if you do care a great deal for me, which I know you do. If you said so much to a man,--say, Herbert Courtland,--it would be quite another matter. There would be sufficient cause for seriousness then. But you didn't say so much to him. He ran away before you could say it." "Oh, Ella! please don't talk in that way. It is not like yourself to talk in that way." "How do you know what is like myself and what is not? You have only seen one side of me, and I don't think that you have understood even what you have seen. Great Heavens! how could I expect that you should. Not until within a few months ago had I myself any idea that my nature was made up of more than one element. Do you fancy now that you will always be in the future as you have been in the past? The same placid, sweet English girl, with serious thoughts at times about your own soul and other people's souls? a maiden living with her feet only touching the common clay of this earth? Wait until your hour comes--your hour of love; your hour of fate; your hour of self-abandonment, and pray to your God that you may come through it as well as I came through mine." "Ella, dearest Ella!" "You know nothing of that hour--that terrible hour! Wait until it comes to you before you think a word of evil against any woman that lives in the
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