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rved marble pillar. "Wait," she said. "Wait; let me talk to you." She untwined his arms from about her--the tears were still in her eyes as she tried to face him. "Why should you still have tears?" said he. "If anything stood between us and love, there might be room for tears, but nothing stands between us now. I am yours, you are mine." "That is the boast of a man who sees only the beginning of a love; mine are the tears of a woman who sees its end, and knows that it is not far off." "How can you say that? The end? the end of love such as ours? Oh, Ella!" "Oh, listen to me, my love! I am ashamed of the part I have played during the past six months--since we were together on the Arno, and you are ashamed, too." "I am not ashamed. I have no reason to be ashamed." "No; you are not ashamed of the part you have played; but you are ashamed of me, Bertie." "Oh you? I--ashamed of you? Oh, my darling, if you talk longer in that strain I will be ashamed of you." "You are ashamed of me--I have sometimes felt it. A man with a heart such as I know yours to be, cannot but be ashamed of a woman, who, though the wife of another man, allows him to kiss her--yes, and who gives him kiss for kiss. Oh, go away--go away! I have had enough of your love--enough of your kisses, enough shame! Go away! I never wish to see you again--to kiss you again." She had walked to the other end of the room, and stood under a Venetian mirror--it shone like a monstrous jewel above her head--looking at him, her hands clenched, her eyes flashing through the tears that had not yet fallen. He had had no experience of women and their moods, and he was consequently amazed at her attitude. He took a step toward her. "No--no," she cried angrily. "I will not have any more of you. I tell you that I have had enough. I find now that what I mistook for love was just the opposite. I believe that I hate you. No--no, Bertie, not that, it cannot be that, only----Oh, I know now that it is not hate for you that I feel--it is hate for myself, hate for the creature who is hateful enough to stand between you and the happiness which you have earned by patience, by constancy, by self-control. Yes, I hate the creature who is idiotic enough to put honor between us, to put religion between us, to put her soul's salvation between us." "Ella, Ella, why will you not trust me?" he said, when she had flung herself into a chair. He was standing over her with
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