FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296  
297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   >>  
tent than the reverse; for they had formerly discussed these mysteries very candidly. Was it not perfectly reasonable that he should wish to know the sequel of the situation which Roderick had then delineated? Roderick had made him promises, and it was to be expected that he should ascertain how the promises had been kept. Rowland could not say to himself that if the promises had been extorted for Mary Garland's sake, his present attention to them was equally disinterested; and so he had to admit that he was indeed faint-hearted. He may perhaps be deemed too narrow a casuist, but we have repeated more than once that he was solidly burdened with a conscience. "I imagine," he said to Roderick, "that you are not sorry, at present, to have allowed yourself to be dissuaded from making a final rupture with Miss Garland." Roderick eyed him with the vague and absent look which had lately become habitual to his face, and repeated "Dissuaded?" "Don't you remember that, in Rome, you wished to break your engagement, and that I urged you to respect it, though it seemed to hang by so slender a thread? I wished you to see what would come of it? If I am not mistaken, you are reconciled to it." "Oh yes," said Roderick, "I remember what you said; you made it a kind of personal favor to yourself that I should remain faithful. I consented, but afterwards, when I thought of it, your attitude greatly amused me. Had it ever been seen before?--a man asking another man to gratify him by not suspending his attentions to a pretty girl!" "It was as selfish as anything else," said Rowland. "One man puts his selfishness into one thing, and one into another. It would have utterly marred my comfort to see Miss Garland in low spirits." "But you liked her--you admired her, eh? So you intimated." "I admire her profoundly." "It was your originality then--to do you justice you have a great deal, of a certain sort--to wish her happiness secured in just that fashion. Many a man would have liked better himself to make the woman he admired happy, and would have welcomed her low spirits as an opening for sympathy. You were awfully queer about it." "So be it!" said Rowland. "The question is, Are you not glad I was queer? Are you not finding that your affection for Miss Garland has a permanent quality which you rather underestimated?" "I don't pretend to say. When she arrived in Rome, I found I did n't care for her, and I honestly proposed t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296  
297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   >>  



Top keywords:

Roderick

 

Garland

 

promises

 

Rowland

 
remember
 

wished

 

repeated

 

admired

 
spirits
 

present


amused
 
greatly
 

pretty

 

attitude

 

attentions

 

comfort

 

utterly

 

selfishness

 

selfish

 

marred


suspending
 

gratify

 

secured

 

affection

 

permanent

 

quality

 
finding
 
question
 

underestimated

 
honestly

proposed

 

pretend

 
arrived
 

happiness

 

thought

 
justice
 
admire
 

profoundly

 

originality

 

fashion


opening

 

sympathy

 

welcomed

 
intimated
 

disinterested

 
equally
 

attention

 

hearted

 

casuist

 
narrow