FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155  
156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   >>  
nce, dominion, and royalty? This is a much higher thing than royalty--this is divinity. It is to be the god of another. If there be in this world an occasion on which we may become mad, it is this. The thought of the man who has reached this point, in whatever humility he may cloak himself, is that of the pagan: "Deus factus sum!" I was a man, I am God! More than God. He will say to his creature, "God had created you so, and I have made you another person; so that being no longer His, but mine, you are myself, my inferior self, who are only to be distinguished from myself by your adoring me." Dependent creature, how could you have helped yielding?--God yields to my word when I make Him descend to the altar. Christ becomes humble and docile, and comes down at my hour, at my sign, to take the place of the bread that is no more.[1] We are no longer surprised at the furious pride of the priest, who, in his royalty of Rome, has often carried it to greater extremes than all the follies of the emperors, making him despise not only men and things, but his own oath, and the word which he gave as infallible. Every priest being able to make God, can just as well make odd even, or things done things undone, things said things unsaid. The angel is afraid of so much power, and stands back respectfully before this man to see him pass.[2] Go, boast to me now of your privations and mortifications! I am indeed much touched by them!--Do you think, then, that through that plain robe and meagre body, ay, in that pale heart I do not see the deep, exquisite and maddening enjoyment of pride, which composes the very being of a priest? What he carries within his robe, and broods over so jealously, is a treasure of terrific pride. His hands tremble with it: a bright ray of delight gleams in his downcast eyes. Oh! with what fervour he hates everything that is an obstacle to him, everything that prevents his infinity from being indeed infinite! How does he desire with all his infinite heart to annihilate it! Oh! how diabolical it is to hate in God! A great suffering is connected with this great enjoyment of being the god of another soul: all that is wanting to complete this divinity causes horrible pangs. You cannot be surprised if this man pursues with an insatiable ardour the absorption of a soul which he hopes to assimilate. You may easily understand the real and profound cause of this strange avidity, which wants to
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155  
156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   >>  



Top keywords:
things
 

priest

 

royalty

 
divinity
 

infinite

 

longer

 

surprised

 

enjoyment

 

creature

 

exquisite


carries

 
broods
 

strange

 
maddening
 
respectfully
 

composes

 

avidity

 

meagre

 

privations

 

touched


mortifications

 

assimilate

 

suffering

 

connected

 

diabolical

 
desire
 

easily

 

annihilate

 

wanting

 

ardour


insatiable

 

horrible

 
complete
 

absorption

 

understand

 

profound

 

bright

 

delight

 

tremble

 

jealously


treasure
 
terrific
 

gleams

 

downcast

 

prevents

 
stands
 

infinity

 
obstacle
 
pursues
 

fervour