FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229  
230   231   232   233   234   235   >>  
d see they admired her--but she turned them down easily. She's no weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account--the more shame to me." "Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task. He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence--the lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced his heart. Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the parchment setting of her skin. "Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my life, my only interest--and now--as he begins to forget--Oh, I can't bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the tempest of it. Haney turned and looked at her in silence--profoundly stirred to pity by her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender. "'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that I have not--'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take the rain and the sun." Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again." "Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so long' and better luck." "You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask. "Not at all, miss--I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness." "Good-bye." "So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss." As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn. While still in this mood she sent
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229  
230   231   232   233   234   235   >>  



Top keywords:
turned
 

silence

 

chance

 
cheated
 
hungry
 
meself
 

bleeds

 

paradise

 

comfort

 

misspent


closely
 
standing
 

opening

 

selfishness

 

withdrawn

 

suddenly

 

strength

 

shoulders

 

drooping

 

passed


paroxysm
 

drawing

 

chances

 
struggling
 

painfully

 
sobbed
 
sombre
 

sorrowful

 

enshrouded

 

musingly


forgotten

 

pierced

 
dismissed
 
smitten
 

desert

 
repeated
 

chippy

 

account

 

minded

 

admired


easily

 

imposed

 
reason
 

burning

 
looked
 
profoundly
 

stirred

 

tempest

 
burying
 

passion