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rows was straightened, as she mused somberly over her future course. There fell an interval of silence, in which the two reflected on the mysteries that lie between man and woman in the way of love. It was broken finally by Mrs. Delancy, who spoke meditatively, hardly conscious that the words were uttered aloud. "Of course, you're not really dependent on Charles. Your own fortune--" The girl's interruption came in a passionate outburst that filled her hearer with distress and surprise. It would seem that Cicily had been thinking very tenderly, yet very unhappily, of those mysteries of love. "But I am dependent on him--dependent on him for every ray of sunshine in my heart, for every breath of happiness in my life; while he--" her voice broke suddenly; it came muffled as she continued quiveringly--"while he--he's not dependent on me at all!" After a little interval, she went on, more firmly, but with the voice of despair. "That's the pity of it. That's what makes us women nowadays turn to something else--to some other man, or to some work, some fad, some hobby, some folly, some madness--anything to fill the void in our hearts that our husbands forget to fill, because their whole attention is concentrated on business.... But I'm not going to be that wife, I give you warning. I'm going to make my husband fill all my heart, and, too, I'm going to make him dependent on me. I'll make him know that he can't do without me!" "Nonsense!" Mrs. Delancy objected, incredulously. "Why, as to that, Charles is dependent on you now. You haven't really lost his love--not a bit of it, my dear!" There was infinite sadness in the young wife's gesture of negation. "Aunt Emma," she said earnestly, "Charles and I haven't had an evening together in weeks. We haven't had a real old talk in months.... Why, I--I doubt if he even remembers what day this is!" "You mean--?" "Our first anniversary! Long ago, we planned to celebrate the day--just the theater and a little supper after--only us two.... I wonder if he will remember." The tremulous voice gave evidence that the tears were very near. "Oh, of course, he will," Mrs. Delancy declared briskly, with a manner of cheerful certainty. Nevertheless, out of the years of experience in the world of married folk, a great doubt lurked in her heart. Cicily's head with the coronal of dark brown hair, usually poised so proudly, now drooped dejectedly; there was no hopefulness in her ton
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