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what I had just said to him. "Yes--if you wish it," I answered: not over well pleased with his want of confidence in me. "No matter what the letter contains?" he went on, evidently doubting me. I said Yes, again--that one word, and no more. "I suppose it would be asking too much," he persisted, "to ask you to let me read the letter myself?" My temper, as you are well aware by this time, is not the temper of a saint. I drew my arm smartly out of his arm; and I surveyed him with, what poor Pratolungo used to call, "my Roman look." "Mr. Oscar Dubourg! say, in plain words, that you distrust me." He protested of course that he did nothing of the kind--without producing the slightest effect on me. Just run over in your mind the insults, worries, and anxieties which had assailed me, as the reward for my friendly interest in this man's welfare. Or, if that is too great an effort, be so good as to remember that Lucilla's farewell letter to me at Dimchurch, was now followed by the equally ungracious expression of Oscar's distrust--and this at a time when I had had serious trials of my own to sustain at my father's bedside. I think you will admit that a sweeter temper than mine might have not unnaturally turned a little sour under present circumstances. I answered not a word to Oscar's protestations--I only searched vehemently in the pocket of my dress. "Here," I said, opening my card-case, "is my address in this place; and here," I went on, producing the document, "is my passport, if they want it." I forced the card and the passport into his hands. He took them in helpless astonishment. "What am I to do with these?" he asked. "Take them to the Poste-Restante. If there is a letter for me with the Dimchurch post-mark, I authorize you to open it. Read it before it comes into my hands--and then perhaps you will be satisfied?" He declared that he would do nothing of the sort--and tried to force my documents back into my own possession. "Please yourself," I said. "I have done with you and your affairs. Mrs. Finch's letter is of no earthly consequence to me. If it _is_ at the Poste-Restante, I shall not trouble myself to ask for it. What concern have I with news about Lucilla? What does it matter to _me_ whether she is married or not? I am going back to my father and my sisters. Decide for yourself whether you want Mrs. Finch's letter or not." That settled it. He went his way with my documents to the pos
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