FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   >>  
she refused, proceed at once to propose to Anna-Felicitas. But before proceeding to Anna-Felicitas, a course he regarded with peculiar misgiving, he would very earnestly explain to Anna-Rose the seriousness of the situation and the necessity, the urgency, the sanity of her marrying him. These proposals would be kept on the cool level of strict business. Every trace of the affection with which he was so overflowing would be sternly excluded. For instance, he wasn't going to let himself remember the feel of Christopher's little head the afternoon before when he patted it to comfort her. Such remembrances would be bound to bring a warmth into his remarks which wouldn't be fair. The situation demanded the most scrupulous fairness and delicacy in its treatment, the most careful avoidance of taking any advantage of it. But how difficult, thought Mr. Twist, his hand shaking as he poured himself out a glass of iced water, how difficult when he loved the Annas so inconveniently much. Mrs. Bilton observed the shaking of his hand, and felt more female than ever. Still, there it was, this situation forced upon them all by the war. Nobody could help it, and it had to be faced with calmness, steadfastness and tact. Calmness, steadfastness and tact, repeated Mr. Twist, raising the water to his mouth and spilling some of it. Mrs. Bilton observed this too, and felt still more female. Marriage was the quickest, and really the only, way out of it. He saw that now. The lawyer had been quite right. And marriage, he would explain to the Annas, would be a mere formal ceremony which after the war they--he meant, of course, she--could easily in that land of facile and honourable divorce get rid of. Meanwhile, he would point out, they--she, of course; bother these twins--would be safely American, and he would undertake never to intrude love on them--her--unless by some wonderful chance, it was wanted. Some wonderful chance ... Mr. Twist's spectacles suddenly went dim, and he gulped down more water. Yes. That was the line to take: the austere line of self-mortification for the Twinkler good. One Twinkler would be his wife--again at the dear word he had to gulp down water--and one his sister-in-law. They would just have to agree to this plan. The position was too serious for shilly-shallying. Yes. That was the line to take; and by the time he had got to the coffee it was perfectly clear and plain to him. But he felt dreadfully damp. H
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   >>  



Top keywords:

situation

 
chance
 

shaking

 

difficult

 

wonderful

 

steadfastness

 

Bilton

 

female

 

Twinkler

 

observed


explain

 

Felicitas

 

Meanwhile

 

safely

 

bother

 

regarded

 

proceeding

 

intrude

 

undertake

 

American


honourable

 

lawyer

 

misgiving

 

marriage

 

easily

 

facile

 

wanted

 

peculiar

 
formal
 

ceremony


divorce

 

position

 
shilly
 

shallying

 

dreadfully

 

coffee

 

perfectly

 

sister

 

propose

 

austere


gulped

 

spectacles

 
suddenly
 

mortification

 

proceed

 
refused
 

Marriage

 

treatment

 

careful

 
avoidance